The Heavenly Catalyst

Anunnaki Statue 12-14ft tall

2010-10-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

Louvre Museum Paris

The Spirit vs. the Robots

2010-10-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

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Empire of the Sun-Romance to Me

2010-08-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

I haven't seen you in ages
But it's not as bleak as it seems
The tears have stained all the pages
It is all a romance to be

Since you've been gone, I've faded
But I reach out and you go forth
My ears have gone in phases
It is all a romance to me

Romance To Me
Romance I see

There's a joy in my eyes, I can't deny
but only to those who knows me
Replaced by the sadness and longing
Is the romance you'd given to me

I still hear the bells when I walk
But the movie has changed its key
I'm touched by your breath as I sleep
It is all a romance to me

Romance to me
Romance I see

Romance to me
Romance I see

Souls of Gold

2010-03-09T14:53:00.000-08:00

2010-01-28T22:31:00.000-08:00

Energy Shifts Divine Feminine. James Gilliland

2009-09-18T23:06:00.001-07:00

Soul Jacking & Soul Recovery Interview (AFR.com)

2009-08-29T16:41:00.000-07:00

http://truthbrigade.org/smf/index.php/topic,4482.0.html
September 14th 5-7pm Pacific Time

The answer to Christie's last question in regards to finding a Soul Recovery Practitioner is to find a Shaman that is credible and trust worthy. You want to use all your gifts and discernment.

The callers that called in to the show were their to debunk Soul Recovery. I stand my ground about the many benefits of Soul Recovery. The callers were used to raise doubts and spread disinformation about Soul Recovery.

A Praying Mantis In My Car

2009-08-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

As I got in my car to leave from the store tonight. I looked at the passengers side window and a Praying Mantis was inside my car. I just thought wow! What does this mean? I took in all it's glory then shewed him out my window, so I thought. I drive to the exit of the parking lot and wait at the light. boom! this little thing is on my wind shield just hanging out. I laugh then flick the inside portion of the glass to let it know to fly a way. It hops around then as the light turns green. It disappears.

What's going on???

2009-08-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

The strangest things have been occurring after I take my vitamins that I have bought from the following places, Vitashoppe, ING vitamins, Henry's, Trader Joe's, Fresh-N-Easy and A-Z Vitamins. I get these unusual pressure headaches. I said before that these GOONS re-manufacture the exact vitamins to look the same but with nasty effects if I take them. The effects are as follows, slow down my thought forms, memory loss, erection difficulties, dry mouth, bloating. Whatever is in the "vitamins" causes my PH to be way out of balance.

If you have read previous blogs then you know that the GOV. has put energy implants in my brain to stop the flow of energy in both of my hemispheres. The pic. above illustrates this.

READ PREVIOUS BLOG POST MARCH 22nd 2008 TO FIND OUT WHAT EACH ENERGY IMPLANT DOES.

I'm looking for help if anyone knows a way to contact the FDA or anything like that. I know this seems totally crazy. I understand that the FDA might think I'm insane but I have all the vitamins as proof if they wanted to run tests on them.

Glass Candy "Feeling Without Touching"

2009-07-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

Shine like Gold Diamonds, ah-huh
We smile, we smile, we smile
We can't be ruined, NO!
Feeling without Touching
A oh A oh!

Microcosm-ic

2009-05-29T17:40:00.000-07:00

Mi⋅cro⋅cosm
1.a little world; a world in miniature (opposed to macrocosm)
2.anything that is regarded as a world in miniature.
3.human beings, humanity, society, or the like, viewed as an epitome or miniature of the world or universe.

It's so interesting how these agents USE anyone they can to try and further their dark agendas. Homeland Security monitors American citizens, period. DHS was created after the 9/11 tragedy. Which was created to bring in a new reign of terror. Not because of terrorists. these "terrorists" operate within our borders and look like you and me. they have unlimited resources and use agencies like the FBI, DHS, CIA, NSA etc. to intimidate people into turning against friends, families and etc.
If a quote-unquote Gov. agent asks for your help because this guy that works for so and so is a such and such. the point being is that they will say whatever they can to get the target to betray the other target. the john. the mark. the ends justify the means. these guys lie to your face and say whatever it is that will get you to turn. dont think for a second you havent been monitored either. they know what you like and dislike and what you will and will not do.
One of my friends trains people in SOUL RECOVERY and recently he instructed a class to journey with me specifically in mind. this wasnt your average class either. the outcome was very interesting. one message that i will share is that they saw someone that resembles me and they all say that "he betrays you".
I'm a vegetarian. i take vitamins everyday. the agents have been putting all kinds of crap in my vitamins and water while at work. the reason is to get into my head. i can hear the agents telepathically but when they add their special sauce to my vitamins, food, water etc. they can communicate with me from any distance.

Remember, Niacinamide 1000mg will greatly cut the telepathic voices out.
It’s a B vitamin that can be bought at most any Health Store.

they shoot me with electronic weapons while im at work that make it hard to focus. these guys come into work all the time and they ACT like friends to the owner. i know each and every single one of them.
i wonder what they say i am? whatever they say it must be really good because the people that cooperate will actually help the agents put things in my food, water, and vitamins. the strange thing is that people cooperate with these guys all the time. It could be the local Health Food store, Chinese wok place, etc.

Like Marvin Gaye said, “What’s Goin On?”

Spell and Contract Cancel from all Lifetimes
All Contracts, Vows, Spells and Agreements you may have
entered into that is NOT for your Highest Good.

The Wounded Healer

2009-05-26T10:05:00.001-07:00

I can not tell you

2009-04-12T00:31:00.000-07:00

It will be okay, later that day i heard a voice of pleasant calm
something to love, raining love, raining love
O my messenger's soul, shimmering sacred songs
Vibration doesnt travel it becomes
So will you, so will you
something joyful fulfilling space

i was a dancing ghost to you came along
their was thunder, lightning and glory beating my heart strong
someday you will soar and feelings felt across our universe
then where did you go wrong
those nights lost in webs of lies, baby please dont cry
and if you do, may you be cleansed and healed of all pain

Where's the key?

2009-03-31T20:04:00.001-07:00

The bottom left corner-top of the air conditioning unit is my trusty and ever so handy frequency generator 15hz connected to orgone. this device cancels out their telepathic intrusion. i first have to locate where they put their device so then i could put mine within range. For the past 3 months we have been playing hide and seek with their telepathic intrusion devices. today i got home from work and my helmet was really tight. it took me a few hours to figure out where they put their device but sooner or later as we like to say to each other(inside joke). their device from what i can asses is radio controlled with signals. they can turn it on and off remotely. the location of the air conditioning unit is central to 2 bathrooms, stairs, garage and my bedroom.
they also use this device to jump into my dreams. about 6 months ago i acquired the ability to keep them out of my dreams. then of course they have their little toys.
they usually like to break into my dreams with very pretty woman or tricks of the trade. one trick they used was a man pretending to hide something in a his hand while he approached me. instincts will tell you to immediately find out what he's hiding in his hand. it really doesnt matter what he's hiding if anything at all. in their forced dream state we are in or on a type of stage or bubble. many people are viewing into the bubble, i can usually feel a number of people while engaged with the main target. i usually just HC the main target with an icon and if their not using electronic devices then they most likely wont return but you never know.
so the target that appeared hiding something in his opposite hand said, "i would like to buy this". i use a register at work frequently so you can imagine how these agents try to use anything and everything against me. the great thing about this is that i do the same with them(inside joke).
the moment i think a thought that engages the target i'am connected to the target and his goons. its as fast as the speed of thought.
the trick is to not care what or who is in the dreams just apply the HC. if it is a benevolent being or dream that is good the dream will continue. apply the HC then proceed.
this brings up the pretty women that they keep sending me. the last pretty women was a super cute popular country singer. they first create the location. it was a park. then you will most likely hear the target set up or introduce the bait target. the bait target happened to be the very talented and beautiful singer. the inside story of why they sent her is very interesting. lets just say i have a history of dating and being attracted to tall women. so the voice says, "it's.......name.
let's go over and meet her". cool. i thought. were talking on the bench for a quick second then she leans in and kisses me. this isnt a normal sensual kiss with passion and pleasure. this kiss is deep, suffocating, prying and penetrating. while i was kissing her i was thinking to myself, "she's a horrible kisser. can't wait to tell the gossip rags about her". while i was kissing her i thought this is strange. then i tried to defend my energy system while engaged with her. it was too late. the reason they can do this are:
1. weakness in my sexual chakra which has been cleared and healed thank you very much.
1a. when they use a weakness against you. a good, honest soul recovery practitioner should be able to track the weakness to it's root. the practitioner will see the past life scene in which the weakness was created and also heal the soul piece.
2. electronic intrusion device
3. sucker for tall pretty women. then again who isnt?
the repercussion of over estimating my abilities (inside joke) was that they re-diverted my lower energy system to make me less powerful.
My rules for disinformation.
wasn't it little red riding hood who would drop bread crumbs on the forest floor to find her way back. use this in a disinformation spreading technique. when they find the crumbs spin the information in a circle that leads them around and around. then while you are spinning these goons in circles drop more crumbs within the immediate disinformation area. this will cause them to veer of course which was never really off course but they think its on course, of course. then bring back disinformation from the past to cause them to veer again and again and again.
they can only talk about what you want to talk about. they can only see what you want them to see. you are the master and gate keeper to your own mind unless they have the key.
what's the key???? where's the key? who has the key?

Got Wifi.......?.

2009-03-19T16:31:00.000-07:00

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Got Wifi? this box is used to beam some radio wave into my house. this company, which i emailed doesnt have any "boxes" in California let alone my city. i have the email and everything. if this is a Wifi connection then why doesnt it show up when i try to find it on my laptop?
if you look at the top of the pole then jets out their is a wire and some type of smaller box. this faces directly down and into my house.
I took this picture 2months ago.
These are the actual emails i wrote to this company.

hello,

I;m interested in your services. how many boxes, towers or whatever do you have in (city), California? this is the city i live in but it is really hilly and wifi and cell phone reception is difficult. when did you set up reception?

thank you for your time,

Response;
How did you come about finding our website? We are also not servicing the area of California at this time.

comment;
Thats interesting if your not in california at "this time" then why is there a huge logo of your company's name on that box?

Psi Warfare Shenanigans II

2009-03-18T16:10:00.000-07:00

THEY want me to take down my previous post section entitled PSI Warfare Shenanigans.
Go to October 11th 2008.
As a result of their recent actions I have written up a second part. Soon to follow will be a 3rd part. If this technique wasn't extremely effective then why have they been asking me the same questions for over 2 years. As you can already tell i just throw my thoughts up onto this blog unedited. If your in a situation like mine or would just simply be a pain in the ass then read the 2 sections. if you really want to play cat and mouse with THEM then you will find the techniques very helpful. if not you may just enjoy the strangeness of this blog.
It's all telepathic communication with electronic devices planted in my house, car and work. It's not that they can just read my mind. they can see what i see or if i bring up a memory they can see that also. the basic techniques are in the 2 post PSI Warfare Shananigans. the best skill is your how good your creativity is and visualization techniques are. the fact that you see something doesnt mean its true. the fact that you dont see something doesn't mean its untrue or never happened or hasn't already happened.
Have fun....
We've come to the conclusion that ....THEY WANT YOU TO FILL IN THE BLANKS WITH SOME GUILTY SELF INCRIMINATING THOUGHT OR PARANOIA.
paranoia can be used in the bait and switch techniques.
did you make a mistake......
take us back to ......TAKE THEM ANYWHERE BUT THERE.
word association games.....LAYER, DRAG MULTIPLE ANSWERS AT ONCE.
quiz about details.....what was the name of the movie which stared Leonardo DiCaprio and Tom Hanks?
pay close attention to details.....
does X exist? yes/no
share you secrets....
show us......now take it away

1 word association games....- They do this to bring up some sort of reference point to start more questions with...
they may say...plain and simple. you say something along the lines of RANDOM, COMPLEX
PUZZLE, MAZE.

who's the (description of person(s), place(s) or thing(s) they want more details of)
your a X. aren't you? they only want a yes or no answer. - give them a no/yes or yes/no at the same time. you can drag either or, or linger, or stagger.

most times they ask questions about things that really dont matter. THEY're trying to get to something else. They need to do this for continuity purposes.
x: What color are the Lakers? If i answer or think it. it is basically the same thing when telepathic communication as been established. the layer techniques is used in this case. the lakers are purple and gold. but if you mix the colors up with gold and green then you've just created an out.

they want to know how many outs their are. in my mind i have established that their are 4 directions. whether or not i give 4 answers is irrelevant. theirs always ways out. Jose Silva's book "Mind Control". be careful if your in a sensitive situation this book is really powerful. it gives basic techniques that once you grasp can go along ways, away.

you can say one thing and show them another or versa vice-a.

this of course depends on your own visualizing techniques and ability to separate the event name, people or places with other events, peoples, places
they want logical ideas and information that has a "True Line or Through Line"
the brain is a super computer with mazes and doors and tunnels and infinite corridors ...which can be programed yourself to not let anyone in, including yourself.
take us in the tunnel....what do you see on the other side...
they like to say things that will get your attention…such as flattery. Ex: you’re the greatest…….
They want you to listen to anything they say.....DON'T.
What’s your reference point? Reference points need to be ever changing and improvisational
Improve…..
Take us to (location) you can then think of a different location if need be.
Ex: take us to the lake where you drink the water…….
Any other reference of a location that your familiar with works. Santa monica & pico
You can use people of inspiration to cut off their questioning. If they being to ask you many questions just sharply say whomever’s name that has some meaning for you. EX. Bob Marley, Jesus.
Run Johhny 5…….run like hell. It doesn’t matter if your hiding soemthing or not. If they bite on the bait run like hell. If you run your obviously guilty of something or are you? This is a great technique to challenge yourself and your abilites. This is in reference to the bait and switch.
Describe the (person, place or thing).

guess who we spoke to.......They or (name) said that......(they want you to complete their sentences...
they will say...They or name never said that you
......
who has....... description of (noun)
......what else?
if x is not y then who is?

Bruce Lee said, “Be like water.”

Improv!!!

Brief Summary

2009-03-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

Time-line Warfare is a war through time through my reincarnations. They track my soul. super advanced Gov. Mind/Soul control program. They have super computers that are faster then the speed of light thus being able to go back in time. They are trying to slow down my time-line or reality and make it as difficult as possible for me to spiritually develop.

they dont want me to develop. these Reps., Greys and evil humans have super computers that go back in time and tune into me. they track my past lives and steal my soul pieces. look it up if you need to. the brief explanation of a soul piece is this. a piece of yourself that has been fragmented through trauma. so they view my traumatic events. wait for the fracture to occur. grab it. do whatever nasty black magic satanic ritual that needs to be done if they need to. then they store it in the computer. soul pieces can be found in Grey ships. underground basis. gov. agencies and maybe also on other planets but im never sure because their is no sign that says other planets.
they then create an implant using the stolen piece's energy. they will have agents engage me then implant me wherever need be. these implants stop a function in my spiritual bodies and or let them access a part of my energy system to manipulate levels of reality for others or their agenda. they may use an implant to cause pain and suffering. they like that.
everyone that is not a MASTER has soul pieces cycling in time at the point of the trauma. an honest shaman or soul recovery practitioner can recover them as long as your ready to heal. NOT everyone has their pieces in ships or bases or computers but many do. you have no idea.
the benefit to having your soul pieces recovered varies because of the trauma and action and or contract that was made in previous lives. you may get certain psychic abilities. you may heal emotional, mental and spiritual blockages cleared. we were all born into creation whole. then we experience lifetimes and traumas so we can learn and grow. this healing modality is very important for our changing times.

They say, "Do that again".

2009-03-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

When i use certain psychic abilities that THEY want to stop. They will say, "Do that again". what THEY are doing is locking on to the frequency my brain is producing. Their using some type of super computer to do this and usually the agent is on his/her cell phone. It doesnt matter where i am. THEY can do this any where.
This started last year when i was living in Mt.Shasta. I used to use arrows made out of the H.C. and fire them at whomever was attacking me. When a certain technique is shutdown then you have to find others ways to be affective.
THEY try to find the root of the technique i have acquired. whether it be human or a spirit guide. THEY want to know who i am getting my abilities and techniques from.

Loving Kindness to All Beings

The Verve "So Sister"

2009-03-05T22:29:00.000-08:00

I wrote your name in dust on a truck
As it rolled out of town
Just in case my love for you might be found
I cried my tears in a mountain stream
They'll sting you one day
I called your name in a giant cave
It echoes to this day

Ripples in the Universe

2009-03-05T17:50:00.001-08:00

2 weeks later i drove up to Mammoth to meet some friends. the drive up again was laced with psychic confrontations and again that's not what worried me. the same thing is that these Agents can communicate with me from a far distances with not 1 single vehicle in site. i would hit the agents in my mind and i would feel the break. the other side of what ever is talking to me is feeling the H.C. but how the heck are they doing this. I pull over near Bishop to have a snack and feel my way around this problem. haha my theory was right. they have a transistor of some kind in i know the general location of this device. the first night i get up to Mammoth i had to spend in the car with freezing temperatures because my friend's cell phones didnt get reception. I parked behind an apartment complex and try to get some sleep. it was pretty much impossible. The cold, the voices, the images......just another day and night of my life. im so used to this crap its become normal.
the Buddhist's say take the middle path.
i get out of my car when the sun breaks the horizon. has anyone felt that lately? their is a new new energy with the morning break of light.
that night i had a vision of a bald eagle soaring. i go to Shilo Inn's lobby to get some tourist pamphlets to check out the local water holes. i drive up to one and its completely frozen. this isnt it. i then go to convict lake. i get here and wow what an amazing place. i grab my sleeping blanket and things and relax by the shore with the little waves rippling in my soul. no more then 5 minutes later a man showes up. of course its an agent. he disappears behind me in the brush and appears five minutes later. he didnt engage me. theirs the bald eagle soaring of in teh distance with snow covering the hills. then the voices again. they say close your eyes...i like games....i closed my eyes and they showed me images and told me to describe what i was seeing. this is just a preliminary check to see if their devices are working properly. i told then i knew the area of where the devices were and they would ask me, "who told you"- i said, the other voices in my head. -them "how many other voices in your head do you have?" -me 144.....haha.
after some battles with 3 agents in a van all wearing glasses etc. across the lake they went away. the voices were still persisted but not as intense. in the mean time i watched the eagle look for food. it gave me a message. a voice said bless the lake. sure. i prayed. it went like this.... O Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, O Great Spirit... I call upon the Anunnaki and my higher self. my spirit guides (names i will not say). Arch-Angel Micheal bring forth the light..... I call All spirit beings and forces with this lake.....RELEASE any Negative energies that are ready to be released...NOW.... I heard a boom in the distance then the earth shook. the lake's waters began to create waves from the middle of the lake.
They chimed in "what did you just say?" -me don't worry about it.
Im not saying i caused this. im not saying anything like that. all i know is that a vision came to me the night before. a message from an eagle. i said a prayer. the earth shook. The voice said the lake was now blessed. i smiled and ate my thawed out frozen burrito. if the previous nights events didnt occur then i probably wouldnt have ended up at the lake with the eagle circling over head.
i met up with my friends. i asked them if the Ski park let off some TNT so avalanches wouldnt occur. He said no and he asked why. i said because i heard i big boom before the earth quake. he said the vibrations seep out and bounce off the mountains thus creating the booming sound. the date and time was 1/09/09 between 8am-10am.

I create a sphere of light that cancels all realities not of my highest good.

The Verve "Sit & Wonder"

2008-12-23T15:44:00.001-08:00

I could be search'n all my life, search'n all my life
I keep my candle on at night, candle on at night
I could be search'n all my life, hurt'n all the while
Lord bring me some light. -theVerve

No Borders No Boxes Nothing

2008-12-18T15:12:00.000-08:00

For some reason I have been seeing Hawks everywhere I go for at least the past 6 weeks. Their not just soaring around and circling the skies their on light poles, telephone poles and on many occasions freeway over passes. Is it just coincidence that these amazing birds are perched when Im passing by? From all my experiences in this life and past lives I can truly say with confidence that their are no coincidences or accidents. Yes, a couple of the Hawks are probably the same but i will be in completely different cities and my eyes will go straight to the Hawk. I live in a city that is very terrainy. is that a word? it is now.
what does this mean? the first couple of times i was like wow cool but now im wondering what these beautiful birds symbolism in my life and current situation. mother nature is always giving us signs. are we open and ready to receive them?
the first spiritual book i ever purchased was a book about ascended masters living in Mt. Shasta. i was with my girlfriend at the time and she was also very intuitive. we were in a new age bookstore in Newport Beach. i picked out this book. it was purple and gold and i just liked it for some reason. this book remained on my bookshelf for the next 8 years untouched and unread. at 28 years old im on a plane about 15,000ft in the air heading to Shanghai, China. i look out the window and their was this snow caped mountain glowing white and gold. i remember feeling amazed at the beauty of this mountain but also a sense of sadness. when i got back to my apartment in shanghai i looked up all the mountains on the flight path from LAX to Shanghai. it was Mt. Shasta.
last year i finally read the book while i was on a houseboat at Lake Shasta with the peaks of Mt. Shasta in the background. the interesting thing is that i ended up on the land of the writer of this book a couple of months later. their is a very sacred spot on their land. i was their with Jane (she also has this book on her shelf) and while there i could hear a native flute playing in the air. i told her someone was playing a flute and she said she couldnt hear anything. i tried to walk in various directions to locate the sound. it never got stronger or fainted as i walked in one direction or the next. she said people dont know about this spot or very few people knew about the spot. i would tell her again. she said she couldnt hear anything except the water flowing from the natural springs. i walked away from Jane to be alone for a moment. i did this to plant a seed because i had suspicions about Jane not being exactly who i thought she was. as i walked back towards the springs and to where Jane was i was given a message that told me, "you used to play here as a child". i've never been here before in this life time. then the flutes began to play again. i told Jane the message i received and she snapped back sharply, "when?" with a deep focus in her eyes.
the next day an agent asked me telepathically, "did you masturbate yesterday when you were up at ..... ......." this was the seed i planted. not literally. i didnt bust my load in a sacred spot on Mt. Shasta. i planted disinformation to see what hand these agents had.
The Hawk
In Native American cultures the hawk represents a messenger. It often appears in our life when we need to pay attention to the subtle messages found in our surroundings and from those we come in contact with. As with all messages received it is important to recognize its underlying truth. Because there are so many varieties of hawk its messages vary and can affect all levels of our psyche.
One thing that all hawks have in common is the skill to move between the seen and unseen realms gracefully connecting both worlds together. Their acute vision compliments this ability and their discriminating nature keeps them out of harms way. The broader vision of the hawk allows them to see what the future holds. In man this symbolizes prophetic insight. If this medicine is underdeveloped a tendency towards over analyzing everything is common. In so doing, clear vision is lost. Those who hold this totem should remember to keep their analytical mind under control and not allow it to run wild.
The hawk has many foraging techniques. The most typical in their pursuit of prey is swiftly following the animal's efforts to escape. Once the hawk has secured the prey with its powerful talons, the bird dismembers it with its sharply pointed, strong beak. In man, this suggests that we can run but we cannot hide from our destiny. Sooner of later it will catch up with us.
The destiny of all humankind is to awaken from their spiritual amnesia and realign with the original intention of their soul. When the hawk flies into our life we will be asked to evaluate who we have become and rip out the threads of our self created illusions. This enables our inner truth to surface.
Hawk signifies union with Great Spirit. A bird of the heavens the hawk orchestrates the changes necessary for our spiritual growth. Having this totem can be bitter sweet. If we accept its presence in our life we will be asked to surrender anything that doesn't honor the integrity of all life. Be it an idea, a feeling or an action. Although hard work is involved the rewards the hawk offers us are great.

I get some emails asking about why I'm in this situation and what did i DO? why do i have so much bad karma? the interesting thing is that people tend to see my situation as bad, karmically. Before the Heavenly Catalyst found me and before Seth and I met. I would probably agree with that that i had a bad bad case of the karma blues. now, i feel like i have great karma through a very exotic situation. from these situations and experiences i have grown in ways that i could not even fathom or dream about. though i have dreams about them.

when someone wins the lottery is that good karma or bad karma? what if that person does nothing to help themselves grow or others more importantly with all the money they've luckily or unluckily won? its all on how we turn our life experiences into something that we can honestly at the end our time on this planet look back at and know that what we did was the very best that we could do with what we could do it with. my perspective early on when all this stuff went down back in 2000-01 was that their must be a reason why. their must be a reason why me? i truly feel that we are never given situations that we cant handle. though daunting at first as it may seem. the lessons learned are benchmarks and bookmarks in a chapter of our lifetimes.

the agents are trying some very new and interesting techniques that they havent tried before. at least not to this degree. the dream state is another reality. the agents can pop into my sleep and create a scenario and or keep a dialogue running. yes im still sleeping but im lucid, very aware in my sleep. so much aware that my abilities and skills that i apply in the waking state are now being sharpened in the dream state. i can and do apply the H.C. very effectively. so effectively i can hear them asking each other cross talking to where i learned how to do certain things while im sleeping. when i apply something that is new to them they will immediately ask, "who taught you that?" Jesus.....then maybe layer another name or names just for kicks. this is what i mean when i say the Heavenly Catalyst works in my dreams.

the past couple of nights the agents want me to sign some sort of contract while im sleeping. they want it in my blood. right now my parents house is almost finished being completely renovated. i've been signing checks and papers left and right. i think their trying to take advantage of this.
to those people that think contracts dont exist you are fooling yourself. a problem doesnt exist if your not aware of it. many people say that their are no such things as contracts. their are and most people have done this. just because you yourself arent in a mind/soul control program doesnt mean you havent contracted an ability from a past life over to nefarious causes. you could have been tricked, coerced, tortured under duress while consenting to their evil demands. this has happened to me in many past lives. they said while i was being tortured that they would take it easy on me if i signed over a certain ability that i had. i did. they still tortured and killed me. one of the ways to find out if you have contracts of soul pieces is to get soul recovery done by a trusted practitioner and of course do the Heavenly Catalyst.
theyve also been telling me to step behind a line or picture this or play word association games to try and get my mind into a confined way of thinking. whatever they use i will say something that is impossible to measure or gauge or grasp or harness. something that is free, border-less, shapeless, formless, vastness....you get the point, yes?

Loving Kindness to All Beings.
Forgiveness & Release of All Beings.
Seeds of Devotion & Enlightenment.

Risk Elevated II

2008-12-01T22:54:00.000-08:00

The first day of work at my new job was nothing less stranger then this entire blog. I got an intuitive message that the agents would be putting agents “very close” to me. My job was to be a tutor to low income kids in Orange County. I arrived and walked to the classroom I was to be tutoring in. As I hit the corner 2 mid 20 somethings walk towards me. Lets call the lady agent Miss Black and the male agent Mr. White. 50ft and closing. i don’t make eye contact but make contact. They pass me and I know their will be more. This is completely normal to be in a situation that the FBI have rigged.

Their equipped with the standard issued mind control agent hardware; malice, dark energy, and an interface helmet that can monitor how the implant the Reptilians and Gov. put on me is doing. What I mean by doing is that when I H.C. my helmet implant it gets a lot lighter verses a lot tighter when the agents are around or if im around electrical equipment that has been tapered with. For the longest time I just thought that all these trained agents were super psychic and could feel what I felt by tapping into me somehow. That is not such the case. I got the confirmation from Seth and of course all my encounters but Seth said that they also have a type of helmet interface that does various things. I told him that they all feel the same. They almost all feel identical. That’s why I used to call them robots. Seth just said that they get most of their abilities from this interface helmet.

Hhmm their goes the title for my book. It was going to be called The Spirit vs. The Robots.

I get into class and the lady that hired me greets me with a smile and I know that she isn’t involved in this set up but I do know who is. Another female tutor was also a civilian. Their were 5 tutors in the classroom including me. 1 manager and 1 head tutor. Lets call the head tutor/agent Mr. Brown. The first day was mainly testing and the 2 other agents went outside to test the students. I kept the kids busy with activities and games. All the while Mr. Brown, Mr. White and Miss Black engage me psychically. They would take their turns. Thanks to the agents, I have learned how to be an extremely advanced multi-tasker. Before I was in the program I couldn’t multi-task for the life of me but now I feel like a golden octopus at times. Mr. White decides to try and get close to me while I’m sitting with the kids. He can feel the helmet getting loose so he has to try and make it tighter. I give him some loving kindness the best way I know how. I can hear him comment to me telepathically, “Your powerful. Who the hell are you?” he leaves and Miss Black tries a crack. She walks away with a wierd facial expression that leaves Mr. White a questioning facial expression.

These are just the agents that are in close proximity. I cant hear who is in charge of this Operation but I know from past experience that there are handlers in another location near by and their all telepathically connected to each other.

This goes on for about 2 and half more hours. I have vitamins in my backpack that the Feds. would love to get their hands on. So, I have to think about other things then just psi battles. I have to be very aware of my backpack and my vitamins. When the testing is over my manager will no longer be in the room. I will only have 1 other tutor in the room with me that is not in on the Operation. This could be easily turned against me. The Feds. could come up with some story like they usually do to get her on their side. So the possibility of me being in a totally out numbered situation is not a good thought to have. Im not that smart but im not stupid. They want me bad. you have no idea how bad they want me. Im only telling you things that im willing to share in the public domain. Though im completely calm, focused, centered and balanced when engaged in psi battles while at my house, to my jobs, at my jobs, on my way home from my jobs, playing basketball, etc. it gets really nasty sometimes.

The day comes to an end. I grab my things to leave. While walking past the kids I wave good bye and hit the agents just for kicks. One of the agents telepathically tells me I have a golden aura and then again asks me who I am. I laugh all the way to my car. I may have partial gold in my aura but it isn’t fully gold, yet. Don’t think it stops here. On my way home the agents are threatening me that they will set me up at work if I don’t tell them certain things about myself. O really I say. Whether or not they are going to set me up isn’t the point. It’s the fact that they are trying to instill some type of fear. I then heard a message that I was “too close”. At that moment I told the agent or agents who were driving near me that I was going to quite. They immediately said that they were kidding. I said, I was kidding or was i? The 45 minute drive back home was laced with more threats if I didn’t go to work the next day, haha.

I text my manger and made up some excuse to not work there anymore. So, I guess the 3 agents have to continue to work at that school. That a be good for the kids. I also hope that it took 3 more agents off the mind control path for at least 3 hours of the day.

They threaten me with all kinds of stuff to try and get information or control over me. One thing that I learned was that everything they use on me I can use as an asset. The other night I was driving through the canyon near my house. An agent surprised me, just kidding. They are always on me.

It went like this while driving(telepathically) The agents are R.V. or Picting while they ask the questions to see what images i bring up and if their real images or fake.

Agent- take me back to the time you first had sex with (x)….
Me- go F yourself…..
Agent- take me back to the time you first met (y)….
Me- take me back to the time when you weren’t such a coward…
Agent- your gonna pay for that…
Me- laughing- (they can actually hear me laugh).
Agent- when did you first get (z)….what’s his name or her name? if they exist at all…
Me- they exist….
Agent- who did you get (z) from?.....
Me- your mother….
Agent- you can’t take me back because you don’t want to or you can’t?

Hmmm when the agent said “can’t” I actually felt that word and the energy that is this word. It was a very profound moment. So I used this as an asset. It became very quite. I think he knew I discovered something…..a couple of minutes later he asked me more questions…..but first he tried to get me to follow his mind by using this technique..

Agent- your so powerful. Your…(I tune out blah blah blah)

They try and blow smoke up my ass so I can follow their mind and then they can have some type of continuity. If I follow their mind then they can try and get some type of truthful answer which is impossible because….. I can’t.

Agent- take me back to the time you first met (x)…..
Me- I can’t….
Agent- you can’t or don’t want to?
Me- like you said, “I can’t”
Agent- You cant because they don’t exist…(pause)…..or do they?
Me- I can’t talk to you…..
(note: the last statement the agent made only gives 2 options. I very clear yes or no-black or white answer is what they are looking for. Sometimes when they do this I will ask for a third option, :).

Later, I got home and my neighbors said that they killed the agent who messed up. They usually say things like this. When some agents I met in Mt. Shasta had a conscience and told me that I would probably be able to get out of this program my neighbors said the same thing.

When I was in Sedona with my first face to face with Seth they said the same things and more. It was after the night I journeyed in the hotel room with agents R.V.-ing and surrounding me. The morning after was also intense. I had to engage about 15-20 agents/black magicians on the main boulevard in Sedona. This is when I could hear all the agents telepathically communicating with each other. They all had distinct voices and one guy was running the Operation.

They were questioning how I could do what I was doing. They had all these theories about what and who I was and how I was able to disconnect them from their program. When they linked up again with the entire unit. They would let everyone know by saying that their, “back in” or “online” you get the point.

At one point I picked up my phone and held it to my hear as to pretend to talk to someone. The handler was pissed and gave the order to “get me off the phone.” Then all of the sudden while about 6am in the morning all these people decided to walk the boulevard with me. They were across the street and even on the same side of the street as me. They went back and forth as I went back and forth. I remained quite to not give them the hint that I was as they call it, “working them.” One of the male agents hit it right on the head but wasn’t exactly sure. He said that I was listening in on them and that “he was working us the entire time.”

Another interesting thing is that 4 or 5 female agents when walking by me would ask to be hit with the H.C. they would say, “do that thing you do to us girls”. It took me a couple of minutes to figure out what they were talking about. I did the same thing to the male agents but for some reason the female agents reacted differently to the H.C. This technique actually did multiple things. One of which actually gave the female agents some sort of sexual pleasure. I heard 2 female agents say it felt like an O. I stop using that technique immediately and used H.C. differently.

I learned so much with this situation on the boulevard. I learned how they try to hit me with their malice. I learned that some of the agents could actually see my energy or see the H.C leaving my being. I know this because as I was walking on the boulevard a car slowed down as it was coming towards me. I sent some love their way and to my amazement the driver swerved to try and dodge the H.C.

Another tactic they like to say to me is, “you made a mistake.” Then they sit back and wait for me to think or see something in my mind that will incriminate myself. That changed to,“you made a huge mistake” to “you just made the biggest mistake ever” to “you just made a fatal mistake” to “we know the truth now”. Its all the same thing. They want me to question myself and then deduce whether I was lying or telling the truth or lying or telling the truth.

Loving Kindness to All Beings.
Forgiveness and Release of All Beings.
Seeds of Devotion and Enlightenment.

Risk: Elevated.

2008-11-16T12:20:00.000-08:00

The Homeland Security Advisory System board at a local police station.

So, I had to go in and get a Live Scan finger print thing for a new job. As i was entering the station an agent just so happened to walk by telepathically telling me that i will not pass the test. He said that if i worked for them that i will be able to get the job that i was applying for. this is the second time i've got a LiveScan and it's the second time an agent is waiting in front of the police station.

As i was waiting to be scanned i saw the Homeland Security Board. What a crock of shit! I get followed and stalked and harrassed psychically by these agents every single day for 24 hrs and i need some $10 board to remind me to be "in fear".

Under the term "Elevated" it says, "Significant Risk of Terrorist Attack". I'm not that smart. From who again? O yeah Terrorists. im fully aware of the global politic situtations and also the economic crisis-es. that doesnt mean we have to be scared or live in fear. im sure 100,000's of people's stock porfolio's have taken a huge loss. it's only money. if you give it power your a slave to that idol. channel the energy in a positive way. the only person who let's fear enter your divine body is you. a house could be burning. you can either wake up and run scared out of the house or you can wake up and make sure everyone else is aware of what's going on and on their way to being safe.

this brings up the Fright vs. Flight mechanism that kicks in when you recognize danger. the 2 reactions are polar opposites of one another. Fright's energy is debilitating and confusing while Flight's energy is focused, condensed and progressive. Flight finds ways to solve problems. this instinct kicks in when a large number of agents are trying to attack me at the same time. for some reason the human body and its energy system functions at a super high level with cat like reflexes and decision making skills that are very intuitive.

The agents are still trying to pry into my sexual history with women. they will ask what my favorite sexual position is. i really don't have one. their all great aren't they? i do tell them its froggy style. whatever that means and just to have some fun with them i send them an image of 2 frogs on top of each other. they R.V. or Pict-O my images in my head all the time.

I downloaded a DVD about 2 months ago that sounded interesting. I don't remember the name but it was about these 2 college guys in a class taught by a professor(Robert Redford). these two students joined the army and were deployed to afganistan. to make a long story short the movie was not good at all but i got a very interesting piece of information out of this mishap. in one of the scenes the armies command post was talking about a general named Krause or Klause. he wrote a book on military strategy kinda like the art of war. he said something along the lines of when a certain party uses and engages the adversary for long periods of time. the opponent not only adapts these techniques but manipulates the techniques more effectively then previously applied by the 1rst party. its basically competitive dynamics.

for instance as you well know i'am stalked by agents 24 hrs a day, everywhere i go. no matter where. sometimes they back off telepathically and cease psychic confrontation. it doesnt mean they back off completely. what they are trying to do is catch me thinking about something that may give them vital intelligence. they are always trying to read my mind and view the pictures in my head.

when i feel they are "giving me a break". i think of people, place and things that may be vital to them. disinformation works on so many levels, trust me. the funny thing is that they know what i'm doing but they dont know what is true or false. if they knew what they say they know then why would they ask me the same things over and over and over again while saying they know. they asked me a couple of months back who taught me all these different disinformation tactics and i said,"you did". then i sent them a smiling yellow happy face. they will firmly say, "we know xyz123". then it will be quiet for a while while they view and read my thoughts to their statement. i guess they want me to "make a mistake" as they often tell me like they just said while i'm writing this post.

because i said it does. does it make it so???

because i can visualize practically anything i want is it real?

its all in my head or is it?

sometimes, very rarely my dog gets so excited that he runs around in circles looking like he's chasing his own tale. have you ever, ever, seen a dog catch his own tale?

Just now as Im going to post this the agents asked me,"if xyz123" was this tactic.

i said yes/no at the same time.

SEEDS OF DEVOTION AND ENLIGHTENMENT.

The Verve-Rather Be

2008-11-12T00:40:00.000-08:00

The Golden Plant. What is it?

2008-11-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

The first time i ever heard about Reptilians as evil nefarious beings was the first week i got to Mt.Shasta (8/07). David Icke was doing a 6 hour presentation at the local college. i sat through his very interesting presentation. their were many black magicians in the audience and i was being attacked sporadically throughout the lecture. after Icke's show I stood in line and met a very interesting fellow. I was pretty paranoid but his energy was great and we talked about all kinds of things. About an hour later I went out to the parking lot with him and his other friend. I told them about my situation and they both immediately said the Reptilians were in charge of my program. These two men were from Santa Cruz. They gave me all kinds of advice. What felt very strong was to get a cd called “Beyond Being”. Its some sort of audio brain mediation.

I didn’t know what to think. I take everything as is and wait for the truth to reveal itself whenever that may be.

A week later was my first session with Seth. We did a phone session while I was in Oakland at a friend’s house. Thank heavens they were at work because what went on during that first session gave me confidence. It wasn’t a healing session like every single session from that point on. It was a session to locate the targets. I told him they were PSI attacking me while I was in the house. Seth suggested that we take care of that. He guided and instructed me on how to apply the Heavenly Catalyst. He did not engage the targets himself because he did not want any of my karma. At the end of the hour long battle Seth said that I had incredible psychic and healing abilities. I didn’t know what to think. This was all so new to me. I read Seth’s story so I knew he knew what he was feeling.

How I ended up living in Mt.Shasta was nothing short of fate. After a hike up the mountain that started from Bunny Flat. I got to the last outpost around 6,500ft. There a girl probably in her mid twenties came up and started talking to me. I didn’t have a good feeling about her. Her body language and energy made me concerned. She just so happened to be the ranger posted at that station, just my luck. After I felt her trying to drain me of my energy I immediately left and headed up the mountain. After about 30 minutes of some high altitude hiking. I found a spot to sit peacefully and meditate.
I opened my eyes and looked up into the sky and the clouds were fluffy. One cloud looked like a Buddha in lotus position. Another cloud was that of a large bird. I felt amazing. When you get to about 4,500ft the mountain’s energy spicks and you can feel the vortex and energy pouring right through. I was now around 8,500 and then started to feel drained. I was the only one up there that I could see. I moved to get a good look down and guess who is about 200 yards below? The ranger. I used the Heavenly Catalyst.

I was now leaving the mountain and night was soon to come. I parked off a dirt road by some fallen trees. As I was just pulling out and making a sharp right turn I caught something under my car just before the right back wheel. I cringed cause it felt bad. i stopped the car and got out but their wasn’t a flat tire and everything seemed okay. I got back onto paved road and now I could smell gasoline in the car. Damn. I left the car on and went to the back right area under the car. Before I even got there I could hear liquid splashing on the pavement. I busted the fuel lines from my gas to the engine. By the time I got to the supermarket their was a trail of gasoline down the mountain. The next morning I took my car to the local mechanic. It would take at least 7 business days to get the part. What turned out to be a weekend trip ended up being 7 months of intense psychic combat 24 hours a day. The belly of the beasts

I found those audio brain meditations the Santa Cruz guys recommended. I now have a roommate and she’s a gifted psychic. I put my headphones on and then lay in bed with my eyes closed listening to “Beyond Being”. At about 30 minutes in a get a flash of a golden tree. It was sparkling. It came in and out but it was very strong. I could see gold leaves and gold stems. I couldn’t see how big this tree or plant was. All I knew was that it was gold. Why was I seeing this? I later had a session with Seth and I asked him if he’d ever see anything like that and he didn’t. I listened to the cd a couple more times again before I went to Sedona in 12/07 to get my shamanic power animals with Seth’s training.
I was able to see the sparkling gold plant or tree 2 more times before Sedona.

Loving Kindness to All Beings.

The Reptilian's and my Soul Piece.

2008-11-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

The story behind this golden plant which is really an object created from a piece of meat from my body. It was some type of torture in a previous life time. at the base of this structure was my flesh that was used to fertilize this plant. This soul piece was in the Reptilian’s possession, underground some where on this planet.

The story is as follows on how I was able to damage the soul piece structure and knock off the golden leaves.

It was the last week of 2007 and I was in Sedona getting my Shamanic Power animals with Seth’s training. After a couple of days of journeying and seeing things, places and Beings ……I wish I could tell you but I feel you should all experience it for yourselves.

It was December 29th and it was late. I said my goodbye to Seth and thanked him the best I could for being there for me. As I was heading out of Sedona I knew I was being Remote Influenced by some agents in cars in front and back of me. I pulled over to access my feelings about if I should go into the trap or leave Sedona. They wanted me to go back to the hotel I had stayed in the night before. I could feel it. I got out of my car and walked about 20 feet. I didn’t think. I just felt the situation. I tried to touch the future as if it were tangible. I got in my car and made a U-turn.

I made an excuse as to why I was back and the owner was greasing me up. He kept saying how tired I was. I told him I wanted to thank him for his great hospitality and leave some newspapers about Mt.Shasta in his lobby.

My roommate wrote those newspapers.

After about 5 minutes of chatting he offered me a free room. I said to myself, “that’s it”. I changed subjects and let this new offer simmer a bit in my intuition pot. I didn’t feel any danger. I felt more of a curiosity or a wondering. If that makes any sense?

I took his offer. It was the last time i drank Red Bull and might I add it was 11pm. I slammed 3 straight to the head and saved another 1 just in case. It took about 5 minutes for me to feel the caffeine and the energy which I Catalyst to ride the energy and transmute it into something more pure that I could use.

I knew the agents were in both rooms next door but they weren’t engaging me. They were just sitting back waiting for me to journey. I catalyst them the best I could and then I saw a women room out of the room below and jump into her car. I went outside then downstairs. She left the door wide open. That was strange. I thought they were just baiting me to go into that room. Now it’s getting really interesting. I’m wired.

I lay down and called my animal. He came with quickness. I could feel his energy. Seth said that I had a really unusually strong connection with my animal. I actually saw my animal about a month before. As a matter of fact I saw a land animal running and a bird flying beside this land animal. At this point I had only 1 power animal.

My two eyes were closed but my single eye remained. I saw yellowish eyes. I wondered whose eyes they belonged to. These eyes had black slits in them. I could feel the energy of this Being and it was incredibly dense and powerful. It was a Reptilian. I didn’t want to pull out my arrows and provoke this thing so I just stood there as this Reptilian scanned my energy system for something. I felt he was searching for a weakness. I heard the agents next door telepathically making comments about what they were seeing then I heard a “shhh”. I did not react to the agents.

I was in 2 places at once. I was in a hotel room in Sedona, Arizona and also in a dark place most likely underground on this planet standing face to face with a nefarious Being that was obviously twice my size. I could see a light in the Reptilians eyes but it wasn’t his or its’. I thought that was strange. I figured it out. A couple of days before while journeying a met a Divine Being. It had the shape of a human and everything. The only difference was that when I would look to see its face their was nothing but pure white glowing light. I could see my reflection off the eyes of this being. I did not see someone who was 32 years old and 5’10” with brown eyes. I saw a white glowing light.

I saw myself truly for the first time in this life.

After what seemed like hours the Reptilian went away and their it was……
the golden plant thing that I had seen before. I could not believe my eyes. I felt so happy and filled with joy but with sadness too. All in one moment. I tried to take this plant but it didn’t move. I tried yanking it by its main stem, nothing. I tired all sorts of things then I decided to be like the wind and blow the plant. I took a deep breath in my mind and blew psychically. The leaves of the plant fell off. I tried grabbing it again. It still didn’t move.

My power animal took me out of that underground place and immediately I felt my spirit guide with my power animal. I just met her for the first time formally while training with Seth a couple days before. The funny thing is that I couldn’t remember her name and asked her over ten times to repeat it to me. She just kept on saying her name as if it was the first time I had asked. I have a spirit team but this guide would be considered the franchise player.

The only thing I will say about her is that she and her friends won’t let me see their faces.

The night wasn’t even close to being over. I matter of fact we were just warming up.

PSI Warfare Shenanigames

2008-10-11T15:28:00.000-07:00

In the last month I have had 2 Soul Recovery sessions with Seth to try and take advantage of Mercury Retrograde. Seth said that this is a great time to defeat dark forces.
I was explaining to him that the voices in my head are sometimes so loud. Niacinamide which is a natural B vitamin helps cut down the intensity of the telepathic communication. He tuned into that and was able to see 2 box like structures attached to the side of my head. This is the first time since we have been working together that this object has been seen. It's been a little over a year and 2 months since I met Seth and thank the heavens for that. He said that THEY used to be able to telepathically communicate with him when he was trying to get out. He has since removed that type of structure from his auric field so that they cannot telepathically communicate with him anymore. Hopefully, that will be in the very near future.
Since I'm on the topic of telepathic communication I will share some of the tactics and threats They use on me. Every single day my engagement with these Mind Control agents has been for them to collect information regarding subjects which include, my psychic abilities, where or whom or what I get my "powers" from? Can I see the future? can I see through walls? can I move objects with my mind? where I get some of my techniques from? what beings I am in contact with. They wouldn't be asking these questions if I didn't display something that has very much intrigued them. They have stopped asking me if I can bi-locate because I think I can in certain dimensions. If you say you want to go to the top of Mt. Shasta which is 14,162ft above sea level then you would use one of the most powerful tools the GODS gave us, our imagination. If you expand on the thought of sitting on a rock on top of Mt. Shasta. Try and feel what it would feel like to be at that altitude. is it cold? is the air thin? how is the energy on the mountain? what do you see around you in a 360 degrees panoramic view. you can fill in all the answers with your imagination in which what your really doing, i think, is constructing an alternate reality. you can pick anywhere and practice this technique. Sometimes i would sit in my room and imagine myself in one of my favorite places in this world and with out fail my energy will change. I will feel calmer more peaceful and more joyful. It's a meditation of sorts.
They have recently been asking me about my sexual history in which it's no business of theirs but fun and games can and will always be in play.
I found a great technique that seems to have Them very upset at me to say the least. Basically, if you think about something that happened in your life you will jog an area of your brain that brings up these holographic images which is your memory. These images can be viewed by these Agents. I think it's called Picting or Pictoing. All soldiers can do this because this gives them an advantage against the enemy unless the enemy can do the same with twists. So, once i realized my neighbors were asking me about my memories. Okay, rewind. It would start like this.....
They would wake me up after about 3 hrs or less of sleep because that means my brain waves are still in Alpha. Alpha seems to be the wave pattern were programming seems to be most successful. anyways, they would telepathic ask me questions like...take me back to the first sexual experience you had or they will ask specifically.....who was the first person you had sex with? then they will RV my mind and view what pictures i bring up. its really all up to me. i've learned to conceal and hide very very sensitive information in a very fun and games way. all the while leading a pack of hungry animals on wild goose chases, all in my mind,literally.
I KNOW HOW STRANGE THIS SOUNDS, TRUST ME.
they said they are "going to put a stop to all my shananagans" did i spell that right? i thought that was hilarious that they would actually use the word shanagans to describe my techniques. it has gone from threatening my life and my family's lives to being called a molester to pedophile to having them say that they need my help and I won't have to hurt anyone if i would just work for them. THEY say, " you will never escape without our help". i told them to send me in email and i would like large bills in hundreds delivered to my door. that would just open the talks to work for them but no cash has ever showed up. I did find 20 bucks in my car but then again it was probably mine anyways. Sometimes they would ask me trick questions like, when did your fascination with (fill in the blank) begin? i would retort. when did your fascination with me begin? when you ask them a question it delays them just a bit, haha. inside joke. another trick question they would like to ask me is, "do you think your smarter than us?" or they will say, "your so much smarter than us." i would telepathically respond, "i'm not smarter than you, im actually not smart at all, just funny. i think i'm one of the funniest beings on the planet." O they hate that!! they hate when i bait and switch them also. i will think i thought that is very incriminating or self defecating. it just depends on which angle your taking, hehe. then they would chime in almost on time, with "we new it" or "we know the truth know." they have to chime in right away and pursue the lead or bait because its all time sensitive. they seem to work alot on momentum of the moment and if i answer one question then they will keep asking other questions even if the first couple of questions or statements have nothing to do with what they really want.
they like to ask very simple black and white yes/no questions. i have found a way around this by layering my answers. whether the answer is yes or no doesnt matter to me i will say both in my mind or drag another answer slowly behind and harder. its weird, i know.
one of my favorite ones was this a couple of days ago. i forgot what exactly they were talking about but they stated they knew the truth and that it was a FACT! i collapsed in pain from my abdomen laughing so hard. the strange thing is i think they can hear me laugh to myself i havent been able to check that but i will figure out something. its pretty much become a game of cat and mouse.
the psychic attacks have decreased because they dont like to feel the full effect of loving kindness ripping apart the malice in their hearts.
In one of my sessions this month with Seth he found that the Greys put some sort of structure around my second chakra. it looked like a box and they were rediverting the energy of my soul piece to help run some computer. thats not the first time he's said stuff like that. when he recovered some soul pieces that belonged to my 6th and 7th chakras he said that they were using that harnessed energy to manipulate reality. its so strange the technology that our GOV. and off world help can do with the enslavement of human beings. when your dealing with Mind Control of course your going to find the Gov. and various alphabet agencies but also you will always find off world entitites mainly the Reptilians who give orders and control the Greys.
Please try the Heavenly Catalyst if you haven't or even yet never have meditated before. I get emails on how effective it is and that they always find how to use the HC in new ways. Still to this day I find new ways that the Agents aren't happy with. Please remember it is a healing tool and all that it entails. When we use the HC we are basically performing healings on different beings or humans or entities. We are all powerful healers.
2 Tips to Help with Total Personal Responsibility and Loving Kindness.
1. Whatever you think of. You are touching in a subtle energetic way.
2. Practice the Heavenly Catalyst.>
LOVING KINDNESS TO ALL BEINGS :)

Update (Refer to pic. of Current Living Situation)

2008-08-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

I know this is going to sound even crazier than this blog already is but I have just discovered 2 more houses that are involved in my situation. The house directly across the street and another house that is not on this picture. How do I know? Well, today I have been getting these weird pressure headaches in the frontal lobe section of my brain. The frontal lobe area is very important for psychic abilities. When I went outside to investigate where this was coming from I could see my neighbor in the room directly across the street. I would send a catalyst into the house then the light would turn off and the pressure would release for the time being.
Anyways, I have been getting inspiration yet again from Bob Marley's song "Ride Natty Ride" (click)
Love and Kindness!!

Power vs. Force

2008-08-15T16:40:00.000-07:00

Dr.David Hawkins "Power vs. Force" Levels of Consciousness
Note: I had a scribd.com link but they canceled my account after I posted the Power vs. Force scale This is just a snapshot of the scale and doesn't have the explanations. "if you seek you shall find"

This is a great scale on “levels of consciousness” by David Hawkins. I bring this to your attention so you can get an idea of how the DARKSIDE uses these levels of consciousness against us to lower our vibration. This is a generally used tactic not just on mind control victims but on the general public. The use of media as an instrument to instill fear, guilt, shame etc. is all too well known.
Basically, if you’ve been reading my blog you know that the agents can telepathically communicate with me and I telepathically do the same. Telepathic communication is mind to mind thought transfer. If you look at the Helmet section you will see the energetic implant that they have on me because of past life contracts that have been made with my consent. They can keep this in place because they have some of my soul pieces. I already explained this so if you need to read up then feel free.
Some of the agent’s tactics are psychically trying to create extreme levels of pain. Another tactic is psychological warfare. They will threaten me from all angles trying to lower my vibration. I don’t need to repeat any of what they say but take my word they are trying to sabotage me with my own mind. If they can make me feel any of the lower consciousnesses then they lower my consciousness or vibration. They will attack my psyche to create weaknesses in my mind ie; my energy field. If they can get just a slight edge then that can lead to more and more issues that will lower my vibration. It's like the snowball effect.
For instance when some people get sick they worry about their illness. Their actually fueling the illness that will intern cause the illness to get worse. If you want to think of being sick as a linear time line that goes from left to right. The longer the time line the more momentum built up. The more momentum the more strength. You need to cut the line as soon as possible. I mean intersect it with a positive thought more importantly a positive feeling. An affirmation like, "I will not get sick". It's simple and sweet. What just happened is that you have just rerouted the sickness time line into taking action to cure the problem. And taking action is very important unless your super powerful and can stop the sickness at will which some people can do. Instead of taking medication ie; building a dam, you have just redirected the flow of the river into something more positive. It does take some time but you'll see that it works. Of course you may want to take measures to also fight the sickness by doing the Heavenly Catalyst and create an icon you feel will defeat whatever the problem. It's all imagination and how creative you can be with it.
If you click thses link Esoteric Agenda (Ch 12 & Esoteric Agenda Ch 13 you will get an understanding on how our emotions affect our DNA which is like an antenna and receptor.
I hope this was helpful. You owe it to yourselves to not let anything or anyone lower your vibration.
If you would like to have acopy of this scale visit my scribd.com page at the very bottom of the blog page.
All Beings Accept Love and Kindness.

My Current Living Condition

2008-08-09T15:37:00.001-07:00

After moving down from Mt. Shasta in March 08’ I moved into my parent’s house in sunny southern California. This is my old neighborhood that I grew up in since I was 5 years old. As you can see the numbers in red are that of the people involved in my situation. The house with the gold yard is my house and the X is my bedroom. I have lived here off and on since graduating college. The Government's number 1 priority is to get as close as possible to me. It wasn’t always like this.

The shit hit the fan back in 2001. I moved out of my L.A. duplex back to my parent’s house. O and bye the way in my L.A. duplex my neighbor literally on the other side of the wall was an Agent. He moved into the duplex a month before I moved into the duplex. At that time the only house that I knew was doing any of this mind/soul control was house#1. This is most likely is the F.B.I. house. The operation is ran out of this house and every agent follows the orders of what they are telepathically saying. If you could have an open mind and picture this scenario. The FEDS. run the ops. and direct all the other agents telepathically while I, we are engaged in psychic combat. This is usually every single day. Their used to be only 1 person in that house and now there are 2 main guys and anywhere from 3 other agents that pop in and out to take a crack at me, J.

A couple of months after I moved back home in 2001 neighbor#2 moved and a family moved in. I knew that this was going to be an agent. He and his family continued to live in house #2 for the next 7 years. In that time period I have lived and worked in Paris and Shanghai for almost 4 years.

The week before I was to arrive back to my parent’s house from Mt. Shasta new occupants moved in,J. This time there are 4 trained agents. Their not feds but ex-Military. Two of them are Fire Fighters and the other 2 stay home all the time. There is a red dot by the swimming pool in the backyard of house#2. The agents like to sit on the bench while they keep me up at night and try to extract info from me. They have to be at a close distance to fill my body up with energy so it wakes me up in the middle of the night.

In my brief profile outline I said that I practiced the Heavenly Catalyst in my dreams. This is 100% true. The agents will pop into my dreams by creating a scenario, a scene of whatever they think would be beneficial to “get me”. So let’s go back to when I used to teach elementary kids. If you’ve read some of my previous blogs you might have read the part when I said that they will try to exploit any thing or make believe you have a weakness by drilling you with telepathic thoughts that aren’t yours. I think you get the point. Anyways, while I was working with these kids the agents would call me a molester and pedophile and all kinds of nasty things. This went on and it still goes on though not as much cus I just laugh at them no matter what nastiness they say. So, back to the time I was up in Shasta teaching. The agents would constantly say “bathroom, bathroom, bathroom and bathroom” at random times throughout the day whether I was at work or not. This went on for about 2 straight months. I couldn’t figure out why they kept saying this.

Fast forward to April. They entered my dreams via a scenario. The scene was this. It was dark and their were two kids in the bathroom. I recognized both kids. The weird thing was that I thought I was having a dream about an earthquake because the walls were falling and I felt shaking. As the bathroom shook and I recognized one of them I quickly leaped and grabbed one kid and rolled under the sink thinking it was an earthquake. The boy wasn’t responding it was like he was a doll. I kept asking him if he was okay but their was no response. I left “it” their under the sink while the walls were still shaking. I got up off the ground and started to consciously survey the area. I kicked the wall and walked through it. I was awake now.

As I lay in bed wondering what happened and realizing it was the agents that jumped in my dreams I figured I’d just go back to sleep. After sleeping for a while again the same dream. This time it was the girl that I recognized in the same position in the bathroom with the walls shaking and crumbling. I didn’t even bother to put it in a safe space because I figured they were just trying to see if I would, I guess, do something nasty to these kids. These nasty people will say and try to do anything to get you to believe what they want.

Mind control is hypnosis on a very powerful level with high tech gadgets.

I have tons of examples of the agents popping into my dreams but I will tell you of one I had about 4 weeks ago. All the sudden I was in a security line at the airport. I could hear the agent and feel him but not see him. He padded me down and kept feeling on my privates trying to load or block or implant me with something. I was thinking to myself “this sure is a strange pat-down. He’s all over my privates”. Then I heard I real strong voice say, “Here’s your passport back. Look at the stamp”. I looked and their was a stamp in red on what seemed like the inside of a passport. Then the voice said, “You’re a molester! We don’t let molesters through!” I said in my dreams or actually I first laughed and said, “shut up, you know I’m not a molester. Let me through.”

He started patting my privates down again. I can see two sets of hands and actually feel it physically touching me.

Sometimes they won’t project in with a scene just ask me questions in which I totally have a good time with them. It wasn’t always like this but thank the Lord it is like this now. Of course I asked Seth about this and he said that I’m very lucky to be really conscious in my dreams. Seth said that the agents are projecting into my dreams like they were looking into a ball or bubble. He said with the Heavenly Catalyst I could create a frequency that could totally shut down the operation so they can’t project into my dreams or at least have difficulty staying in my dreams.

A couple nights ago they tried to get into my dreams again. Wait, let me tell you about last week first. So, an agent pops in and I can feel this guy is really bad and he even looks angry. He pops in and out because the agent sees that I have a bow and arrow and it’s cocked and I’m ready to rock. The agent keeps on popping in and out and I just hold my arrow very tight just a split second and I’ll fire that love right into the agent but the thing was that I just kept holding it and the agent got me. He basically popped in and filled my body up with this caffeine like energy that keeps me up. Then they begin to try to collect intel but I just play cat and mouse this and that. I think I got 3 hours that night. The 3 hours is very key because this is when the brain is in Alpha and is easily hypnotized. As I got ready for work I took total responsibility for letting them wake me up. I was too nice with these agents. I should have fired my arrows immediately when I felt them. I told myself that if they ever do that again I would catalyst first then ask questions later. Theirs ethically nothing wrong with this approach if the catalyst is used correctly.

Okay, so last night they tried popping in again. Before I could even see the entire scene or think a thought about what and who and where this was BAM!! Heavenly Catalyst! I kept right on sleeping. It’s kind of strange being awake in your dreams but asleep and knowing your awake while your asleep is weird. I thought their would be this lack of continuity but no that’s not the case at all.

Okay if things weren’t weird enough houses #3&#4 were normal people until after I moved back down from Shasta. Agent #3 is an old man who has lived in the same house since the late seventies when this city was just being built. After I moved back I kept feeling something strange in that house, really dark. I was like “Are you kidding me? Did they flip this man?” Yup. They did. This old man used to have bright blue eyes and an easy but yet slight Midwestern draw. He still has this draw but now he’s got these dark eyes and this anger in his eyes. In one session with Seth I asked him to look at agents 3&4 and he said that he saw 2 people in each person. He said that they have switched over to Alters. If you haven’t heard of this read Brice Taylor’s book and you will get an idea of what and who and how they operate. In essence they are like evil robots at the command of whoever can trigger their alternate personalities.

Agent#4 always sweeps the same place every time I go outside. That red dot on the side of house#4 is one of his favorite spots to work on me. House #3 is a man and his family.

Almost every time I meditate he just happens to walk outside and stand at the edge of his yard and try to get as close as possible so he can work on me. The interesting thing is that this family just bought this enclosed patio last summer. I asked my parents and they said that they would hang out in their new patio everyday and talk and whatever else. Since I got back the man does not sit in there nor does his wife. I think that’s strange in itself. One time I got home and was playing with my dog in the backyard and the wife and husband were eating dinner. I loaded up and them and hit them both. I could hear the man say, “let’s go inside”. They hadn’t even finished dinner yet.

House#5 and #6 is another story in itself. The city I live in has within the last 15 years has turned into a predominately Asian city. This influx of Asians has opened the gateway for highly trained Communists. The first time I spoke to Ken Adachi back in March 08’ who happens to operate a very important website; educate-yourself.org. When I decided to go public about my situation he asked me if I have been noticing if their were Chinese agents involved and I told him that in fact their was. I lived in Shanghai but while I was their I hadn’t found Seth nor the Heavenly Catalyst yet, so I was basically getting my ass kicked by Interpol agents and Communists, everyday. I bring that history up because I know all to well the tactics and evilness that they are capable of. Ken said that our government is letting these agents into the country because of the New World Order and the transition of power to China in the future. The Chinese agents are here to set things up and assist in mind control on the American public.

House #6 moved in 2 weeks after I moved in, strange huh? They are a Chinese family with a son and a grandmother. I’m positive that the husband and wife are agents and I think the grandmother is also. So, that red line I drew from house#6 is because that agent walks out in the middle of the night to try and hit me with his malice. In the last couple of days he has parked his fancy BWM in front of my house to try and work on me. He’s been getting really angry with me, they all are.

House#5 is another Chinese family, husband, wife and child. The lady will stand on her driveway pretending to look at her garden while she tries to work on me.

All of these people have threatened my life, my family’s lives and even my dog’s life.

Why are they angry with me? Well, let’s just say I’m applying the Heavenly Catalyst. What has to happen for them to do something bad to me is that they first have to have malicious intent. That intent is found in the heart or lack their of. When I feel them loading up on this malice I will Catalyst them. They feel an extreme level of discomfort. In essence I’m saying, “No! You won’t hold that malice near me. In essence I’m healing them of their malice. They don’t see it that way but in the long run this is better for them and me of course.

ALL BEINGS ACCEPT LOVING KINDNESS.

X Marks the Spot. (Mt Shasta)

2008-07-07T15:33:00.000-07:00

The X represents my condo that i rented 2 rooms from Jane in Mt. Shasta. The numbers are of the houses that the black magician/Gov. agents that were involved in my Mind/Soul control program. some of you are probably wondering how do you know for sure. well, the Heavenly Catalyst is the truth is the truth is the truth. it will find any malice charged being that you can hold in your mind. i don't even have to see the person or persons or beings that are malice based. the H.C. will find the target when your intention is set.
my day began like so...... an hour before i was ready to wake up agent#1 would try to start draining my energy. i would feel the depression in my 3rd chakra then counter it and light her back up. my energy immediately came back to me. so then i would get out of bed and of course she would begin threatening me with nastiness telepathically. i didn't know the GROUNDING technique so i just filed their threats in my junk file kinda like that person that talks and talks and then you just tune them out. you can hear what their saying kinda but it doesn't quite register cus its just trash.
1. The house next door was a lady in her mid 60's i suppose. she was pretty powerful and don't get me wrong, age and looks have nothing to do with psychic abilities, trust me.
i lived in Shanghai, China and they breed these agents at a young age. i ran into a kid that was no older than 16 years old before and i also ran up against little old Chinese ladies who look like they can barely cross the street without help.
if you saw agent#1 on the street you would just think nice old lady but if you were a feeler like i'am you would be able feel out her energy field and this lady was dense. she knew all kinds of nasty tactics. i caught her a couple of times holding some type of small black object and pointing it in my direction. she would also hold some type of small white box and do weird hand gestures with it. i would be watching TV. and she would be in her den which is about 20 ft. away. my back would be towards her house and she would shoot me with Electronic weapons. i would run upstairs and peek down below from the bathroom window and their she was facing my house with these gadgets. i practiced the H.C. on her from about an 1hr before i would wake up to the time i went to sleep.
2. The house across the street was a peppered haired man with kids and his wife who just showed up about 5 months after i got there. i thought that was weird. anyways. he would basically do the same thing as agent#1 but wasn't as effective because of his distance, i think. even though he was right across the street his psychic abilities weren't that strong. so i would catalyst him, same same. a couple of times at night he would try to work me and i was like dude, "im trying to eat dinner. i just got home from work and how about we do this after i eat?" he wouldn't stop. actually anytime you are in a vulnerable position they will try to attack you. my morning private time on the toilet was no different.
3. Building#3 wasn't a house it was a business/office/medical center for vets. yup, vets. so vets. are heavily involved in this mind control program because their trained with all the psychic techniques available. so after waking up and taking care of agent #1 then #2 i would have to figure out where the hell else my energy was going. if i catalyst agents #1&2 and i still didn't get all of my energy back then i knew their were more black witches on my nuts, literally. they would take my sexual energy and my nuts would do the turtle effect. its just a physical reaction to having your sexual energy being taken from you. if you have balls that is.
one time i was in a session with Seth and he saw a black hand wrapped around my nuts. i was like great. he removed it and then tracked it back to the original trauma. then the soul piece appeared and we healed it and then Seth blew the soul piece back into my heart. they still try to this day, to take my sexual energy but when they don't have my soul piece and were just going head up, hand to hand , i mean psychic to psychic then theirs not much they can do.
Please have an open mind and heart when i say that Soul Recovery is one of thee most important healing methods you can do for yourself. you don't have to be in a serious mind control program to have soul recovery done. its just in my case this is how we get the upper hand back and of course using the H.C. so after you get soul recovery you become more of yourself or lets say a truer sense of yourself. if your not an Ascended Master then you've got missing soul pieces!! so......are you a master? im not either.
#4 my other next door neighbor!! this single mom owns and makes one of the largest mandala beads company's on the Internet. i was like you make mandalas for people and your a fucking black magican?? what gives? sick people. so i didn't catch on to her evil ways until after i came back from Sedona Jan 08'. the bad thing was that she would show up and offer me dinner which she said she had left overs. i would eat it. i wouldn't feel bad but one never knows whats in a gov. agents/black magicans food.
i would use my power animals to show me who was involved in hurting me. she would take my energy in the middle of the night not morning because that was the other next door neighbor agent #1. so my animals show me her face and then she was screaming and very angry and i knew it was from a passed life. a matter of fact. all of the agents that i encounter are all from issues from a past life. i've dealt with thousands of these agents in 3 continents. ALL past life issues.
#5 house wasn't that bad psychically but being shot in the head with some laser weapon isn't that fun either. after being hit in the head i would get out of bed go outside in the middle of the night and the light from the house would be on. i already felt that house was involved but just to make sure it was that house and not agent#4 i would fire a couple of arrows into that house and the next thing that happened would be that the lights would turn off. lets say this person wasn't doing anything to me. the arrows(H.C.) would just enter into that beings core and heal something that was ready to be healed, maybe. BUT if you are a malice charged being then theirs going to be some discomfort. why? i still haven't figured it out but its kinda like cleansing a wound with salt. the salt cleans the wound be also burns at the same time.
#6 wasn't that bad either. he just used EMW when agent #1 wasn't home.
X marks the spot! now this is where i lived with Jane. she was a very important psychic in the area and everyone knew her and me. she owns and operates a pretty cool business. im not really into outing her. i think i would like to take the higher ground. i guess the inside scoop was when they saw us together around town. i was "that guy". i guess you could say she was my handler. i said before things weren't that bad living with her until i got back from Sedona. in the months leading up to Sedona Jan 08' i would, a couple of times a week, launch a bow into her with velocity just to see if she would react. she never did anything. i knew how to generate the H.C. with enough love and kindness that any person with malice would definitely feel it. she only started reacting to my arrows after i got home from Sedona. (i have theories on this later)

Loving Kindness to All Beings!

Symbols and Dreams etc.

2008-06-28T17:18:00.000-07:00

As i was leaving to run some errands today a Dragonfly was sitting on the antenna of my car. i've seen hundreds of dragonfly's in my lifetime but never had the privilege of getting this close to one. i knew this little guy was here for me but what message did he have? as i pulled out my camera phone and snapped away i got the message.i then thanked him and the little thing flew away. i also looked up what Dragonfly medicine cards mean.
Dragonfly medicine is of the dreamtime and the illusionary facade we accept as physical reality. The iridescence of Dragonfly's wings reminds us of colors not found in our everyday experience. Dragonfly's shifting of color, energy, form, and movement explodes into the mind of the observer, bringing vague memories of a time or place where magic reigned.

Some legends say that Dragonfly was once Dragon, and that Dragon had scales like Dragonfly's wings. Dragon was full of wisdom and flew through the night bringing light with his fiery breath. The breath of Dragon brought forth the art of magic and the illusion of changing form.

Dragonfly is the essence of the winds of change, the messages of wisdom and enlightenment, and the communications from the elemental world. This elemental world is made up of the tiny spirits of plants and of the elements of air, fire, water, and earth. In essence, this world is full of nature spirits.

About 2 weeks ago i picked up my mom from work and their was this crow sitting on a light pole. i felt he was their for me because my eyes immediately went to him as i pulled into the parking lot. i stared at the crow wondering what message he had for me. a couple minutes past and still nothing. my mom came out of work and as i pulled out of the parking lot the crow swooped down right in front of the hood of my car. i thought okay something is going to happen to me but what? on the very same drive while going through the canyon to get home a rabbit darted out in front my car and i thought for sure i was going to hit it so i swerved a little then looked in my rear view mirror. their it was just sitting on the road, still. i guess i went right over it. i thought this was very strange that two animals would cross my path within 2 minutes of each other.
my mom grew up in the countryside and is very intuitive. you should have seen the look my mom gave me after the rabbit jumped in front of us. i just started laughing. when i was younger i would tell my mom of all the psychic experiences i would have but i didnt know what a psychic was and she would tell me the same thing everytime i mentioned one of my experiences. it goes something like this.
mom would say, "just grow up and get a good job and a good wife and then your life will be fine. you won't have to worry about things you dont know about".

anyways... i looked up what a crow and a rabbit mean;
Crow is an omen of change. Crow lives in the void and has no sense of time. The Ancient Chiefs tell us that Crow sees simultaneously the three fates -- past, present and future. Crow merges light and darkness, seeing both inner and outer reality. As you learn to allow your personal integrity to be your guide, your sense of feeling alone will vanish. Your personal will can then emerge so that you will stand in your truth. The prime path of true Crow people says to be mindful of your opinions and actions. Be willing to walk your talk, speak your truth, know your life's mission, and balance past, present, and future in the now. Shape shift that old reality and become your future self. Allow the bending of physical laws to aid in creating the shape shifted world of peace.

Rabbit medicine is about fear. He is the Fear Caller. Here is the lesson. If you pulled Rabbit, stop talking about horrible things happening and get rid of "what if" in your vocabulary. This card may signal a time of worry about the future or of trying to exercise your control over that which is not yet in form - the future. By focusing on your fears so strongly you can create them. STOP NOW! Write your fears down and be willing to feel them. Breathe into them, and feel them running through your body into Mother Earth as a give-away. Let go and allow all the positive things that life has to offer flow to you. The Rabbit means fertility and new life.. Look for new things in your life in a 28 hours, days or weeks.

that night i had a very vivid dream that i can still remember and it was very symbolic of both these 2 animals and what the medicine cards were saying. so if you already don't know i've been in this Mind/Soul Control program for a little over 8 years now.
okay, so the recurring dream was me basically running away from this person that was chasing me. it would chase me through varies landscapes and no matter where i would hide and what door i would close this person would always appear and tap me as to say, "we gotcha". the feeling of the dream wasn't that pleasant either. i would have anxiety while having these recurring dreams.

well the day the crow and the rabbit appeared the recurring dream changed into something new and their was a different emotion in the dream. im not going to tell every detail because the agents will analyze the shit out of it like they analyze the shit out of everything i say or do. anyways the short of it was the person that was chasing me caught up to me and tagged me yet again. the strange thing was that i turned around and began to chase him over landscapes and dreamscapes. in one instance i was catching up to him so he parted the ground that i was running on. i fell straight down into the gorge, rock on both sides of me. i was falling fast but the thing about it was that i didn't have any anxiety about falling. i remember i was actually laughing while falling into some unknown abyss. splash!! i was in rapids and the water was treacherous i guess but i've always been comfortable around water so i just started going with the ebb and flow. then that person showed up again. he was also floating in the rapids but coming towards me and i could feel he was up to know good. i then changed my intention and the rapids and the flow of the water shifted. now i was chasing him. the dream then stopped for some while then another one started and it was basically the same thing.

So, for the past 2 weeks the agents have been so pissed and they have been threatening me about killing my mom and dad and family members. yeah, i know its serious. they've said that they take my psychic abilities very serious and i said no shit. they say your under investigation, no shit, really? they offer me jobs to some sort of psychic spy which is just a trap and bullshit. they want me to work for them, yeah right. they show up to my job and take shifts trying to work on me. O! one time they said that had their agents remote viewed me in the future and i was sitting on a throne. i asked back, "was i doing number 1 or 2?"
they keep asking what my mission is and who am i? can i move objects with my mind?
can i teleport? can i bilocate? and whatever else.
they said that i would never be able to get the "Helmet" off without their help so i should work for them.
O bye the way, for the record. the Annunaki exist.
i don't care if its big name psychics that are world renowned and have written books and are all over the Internet or some inside black ops. guys who knows this and that and has connections with all these other "black ops. insiders".
The Annunaki exist, period. why would these agents question me so much about these beings if they didn't? why would they try the nastiest tactics to extract information from me, why? the agents know exactly what went down in Sedona in January 08' when i journeyed in a hotel that was surrounded by agents. they all Remote Viewed my journey and saw what i saw.
that night in Sedona was no less stranger than my life story. the manager offered me a free room to stay because i looked tired and whatever. the agents were in both the rooms next door monitoring (remote viewing) my journey. thats the night i saw the Reptilians for the first time and their the ones who have a real important soul piece. that soul piece is what their using to keep this "Helmet" on.

Loving Kindness to All Beings!!

No Space and Time

2008-06-04T15:38:00.000-07:00

A couple of weeks before i left Mt. Shasta Jane had set me up with another lady named Erica. i told Jane that living in the condo surrounded by Black Magicians and Gov. agents was just a little too much. when you haven't slept for weeks and having to defend yourself against psychic attacks minute after minute gets old real fast. i didn't trust Jane but what did i have to lose and i might even learn something. you may think that i would get some type of break from it. well, your wrong. the extent of the coverage was what i liked to call 25/8. a non-stop attack. they would follow me on the highway to work and when i got to work the janitors who were ex-military guys were their waiting and some other school administrators, the librarian, the band teacher, parents of the kids i taught, the school psychologist who monitored the kids. thats scary in itself. they didn't stop even while i was sleeping.

the psyche of these mind/soul controllers is that they will try to create any type of weakness in you then they will exploit it to it's maximum until you have become strong against it or it is corrected. most of my corrections happened when i would call Seth and he would remove the implants or retrieve my Soul Pieces so i could become more of my self all together.

later i found out that they completely re-manufactured the vitamins i was taking. it was the same bottle. the same tablets but was mixed in was something that would let them get into my energy field and fuck me up. this isn't the first time. i should've known. the old saying, "fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me" applies.

the learning curve that a mind/soul control victim has has to be very steep. if not, pain and suffering will be a constant.

i used to take a drug called nuerontin or gabapentin which helped the pressure headaches. the Gov. would tamper with that and whichever pharmacy i would go to would cooperate with them. i used to get the nuerontin in a general Rx form but i learned shortly that it was to easy for them to add their own meds. into that so i switch over to individual sealed capsules from the actual makers. that was great for about 5 months until they decided to go ahead and re-manufacture all 100 capsules in individual foil sealed tabs. the reaction i got from it was not nice at all.

naicin helps circulation but the main reason i was taking it was because it also helps deminish their telepathic communication. another great natural vitamin to help brain functions and deminish telepathic communication is a product called Brian Lightning. i took this for about a year until they got to that also. they are either intercepting the package in the mail or called up the suppliers either case it really doesn't matter. i remember in one of Bob Marley's song he said something to the affect that one door closes another door opens and that was the case. i learned how to ground their telepathic communication and by doing this it not only has saved me a ton of money but gives me more insight of how this all works.

some of you are probably wondering why i would want to cut out the telepathic communication. it's simple. they say the most horrible things imaginable to instill fear. mind control is a form of hypnosis and hypnosis while having 3 or less hours of sleep can be effective. that's why grounding it is so effective.

back to Erica. she was out of town and was nice enough to let me stay at her house while she was gone. i drove to Lake Shastina to check out the place. the view from her balcony was amazing. (above pic) a couple of nights prior to this i was in middle of playing basketball and i got a very powerful feeling that Erica was not to be trusted and not not even be trusted but that she was a Gov. agent. so why would i go over to her house when she was there? any change was good for me, i thought.

the evening started out weird from the get go. she answered the door and i could feel the anger and dark side of her eventhough she was smiling and trying to be nice, on the outside. as we conversated over dinner i could see how she was psychically attacking me and i've never been able to see that before. all i wanted was sleep. after explaining my situation to her in brief and finding out that she had worked and traveled in China during the seventies made me even more aware that she was a highly trianed agent. she stressed the fact that she couldn't have any kids. okay. i thought by why bring it up a couple of times.

i will leave out some of her tactics because this should be left out of public knowledge but i will talk about mine. after hours of talking we went to bed. i slept downstairs in my own area of the house and she was uspstairs. she had the tactical advantage but i had the Heavenly Catalyst. i got about 2 hours of peaceful sleep before a succubus (plural succubi) or succuba (plural succubae) is a demon, who takes the form of a beautiful woman to seduce men, especially monks ^[1] in dreams to have sexual intercourse. They draw energy from the men to sustain themselves, often until the point of exhaustion or death of the victim.) entered my sleep.

i new it was her calling on these spirits. succubi weren't a new thing to me. the succubi was taller then me and had huge beautiful breasts that caught my attention right away. it was wearing those old skool Kool Moe Dee glasses which i thought was funny. i laughed and sent an arrow straight into her heart. i immediatly heard Erica cough and gage and move around upstairs. i closed my eyes again and knew she was right above the area i was sleeping. Erica tried to suck as much energy from me as possible. as soon as i felt my chakras give in to her evil intentions i knew we were psychically linked together. okay. i took a huge breath gathered as much love and kindness i could and gave it to her again. wham!! again she coughed and sneezed. Erica moved from the room above me and retreated. i couldn't believe it but she came back less than 10 minutes later trying to drain me out. she was getting help from someone. i saw i man behind a wall when i closed my eyes. so i let him have it too. i did the same thing with the same result. this went on for about an hour. the interesting thing was everytime they tried to attack me they're force was less and less because of the catalyst.

i tried to sleep but Erica or the man sent something else into my dream. it looked like the dark spiderman and was a male version of the succubi which is called an incubus. they were successful but i didn't understand how this could be. i love women. i'm straight. this worried me. the reaction to their successful attack was that my balls would suck up into my stomach and all my sexual energy was being held hostage by these incubbi. how did they know that a male incubbi would be effective.

what was weak in me that this could have happened?

i got a couple more hours of sleep and woke up around 9am. my nuts were in my stomach and i was not happy about that. i laid in bed and could her the TV on upstairs. i asked my guides what i could do and the response was that their was no time and space. no time and space. no time and space. i closed me eyes and went back to the point were i saw those black spiderman incubbi and and hit them both with the H.C. plop! my nuts instantly fell back to earth and were hanging out like they used to. thank god. i rolled over onto my belly and just lay there reflecting on all that happened. i heard Erica walking around upstairs. she was talking to someone on the phone. after her conversation with whom ever she came downstairs. she opened the door and asked me if i wanted to watch a movie. she then came up to me while i was on my belly and put her left hand over my 2nd chakra and right hand over the my heart and began to rub them. what the fuck?!! i don't even know you! your like 60 years old why the fuck are you touching my ass? i thought this. i rolled over immediatley and she left the room.

as i packed my bags that morning i saw i quote on the window.

"The more vulnarable you become. The more you are to receive, the quicker everything happens".

later that day i journeyed to see what past life connection between Erica and i had. from what i saw was that i was gay and had a lover in some tropical area and Erica was the Queen or woman in charge. she wanted me to seed her but i didn't want to. she banished me away from my lover and invoked a curse so that i was to never have a child with any other women. i think Erica was highly aware of our past life history thats why she told me a couple of times she couldn't have children. the curse she put on me manifested in her this lifetime.

Love and Kindness

2008-06-02T13:40:00.000-07:00

I lived with a gifted psychic in Mt. Shasta. she was a full on hippie during the 60's and early 70's. she attended and then later taught at the Berkeley Psychic Institute. let's call her Jane. her job was to collect vital information on my spiritual progress meaning she monitored what type of gifts i was developing and what spirits, masters, angels and Beings i was making contact with. basically her job was to collect as much information about me and my spiritual development.

i always felt deep down that this was the situation but as long as she wasn't doing anything to me directly then i was o.k. with living with her. that would later change.

the situation was this. i rented 2 rooms from her condo with beautiful views of the mountain. the next door neighbors were all in on the operation and so was the entire town. if this seems delusional or paranoid thats exactly what the Gov. uses against people who are in Mind/Soul Control Program. Black Magicians and or Gov. agents in my experience are 1 in the same. The Gov. employs many Black Magicians not just in Mt. Shasta but all over the world and in any place of spiritual energy (vortexes). the Gov. will pit best friends against each other and also family members. they are trained with all the same tools. they can telepathically communicate with the target. they have skills in psychic warfare but if you learn and practice The Heavenly Catalyst they can be defeated with Loving Kindness.

Jane was set up as my "safe haven". they made it seem like she was their to help me so i could confide in her. we would talk over dinner about what new tactics the Agents were using and how i was defending it. my usual answer was always The Heavenly Catalyst and it was. Jane would then say, "what do you mean?" or "How so?" then i would explain myself. in hignsight Jane never practiced the H.C. and that says it all. why? because if you refer to the H.C. it changes your Being therefore your intentions.

hypothetically speaking let's just say she was to do the H.C. some where down the line she would come to the realization or just completely pull out of any malice charged thought form or intentions. the H.C. is that powerful. even though we talked about techniques and applications their is no defense to stop Love and Kindness from entering a Beings core self.

i remember when i met James Gilliland while he was showing his amazing documentary entitled "Contact Has Begun" in Mt. Shasta last autumn. i briefly spoke with him about my situation and he said that the Gov. used to mess with him when he first started out and to keep sending them love and sooner or later they will thank you.

i bring this up because while on one of my journeys viewing past lives i was confronted by Grey's (aliens). they appeared out of a portal that had opened up. i saw
their big grey heads with huge black eyes. i saw many of them and realized that the Grey's some how intercepted my consciousness and it's locality. they began to psychically attack me and i didn't know what to do. i yelled out to Seth,
"Greys! Help me out! I'm on a ship!"
he was in the living room and in an instant he was on board the ship with me.
i tried to defend myself against the Grey's but wasn't effective.
I yelled out to Seth again,
"they're still getting to me".
he gave me direction and i applied it. we were off the ship.

later that day my guides said that the Grey's that we were in contact with wanted to thank us for helping them evolve into another being that could feel this wonderful thing we called Love and Kindness. the Grey's can't feel this. their more cerebral with their large heads. the big picture is that Love and Kindness, Seth and myself helped these beings. Yes, we ended a part of their existence as Grey Beings but also gave them anew life into a creation that could experience Love and Kindness. So, warriors as some might say but i would like to have the big picture in mind and in heart and say the correct term would be Healers and all that it entails.

when i said that i was o.k. with living with Jane if she wasn't doing anything to me directly changed after i received my shamanic power animals and coming back from Sedona. i had been living with her for about 6 months and even though i would be psychically attacked by my neighbors at all hours of the day and in my dreams i didn't feel like it was coming from her until after i received my power animals. my guides would show me the faces of who was doing what to me. the Gov. really stepped up the intensity of what they were doing. they didn't want me to journey at all. if i could journey for myself then a could go to places and engage malice beings that had my soul piece and others for that matter. they knew what i was capable of thats why they stepped up their coverage on me.

i made a huge mistake when i got back from Sedona. i trusted Jane with a Soul Piece that my guides had retrieved the night before. i told her this and she immediately wanted to do healing, i agreed. while in the session i tried to communicate to my guides that i did not want to give over my Soul Pieces to Jane because i had a strange feeling in the middle of the session. the session was over and i didn't know what to think. the next couple of weeks were hell. i would call Seth to see if he could figure out what was the matter and every Soul Piece he retrieved couldn't enter my heart. Jane kept saying that i'd reached a level where Seth was enable to help me anymore and that i was on my own to heal myself but yet she kept wanting to do healing sessions with me and try to find Soul Pieces. she was basically saying that she was more powerful and could help me from now on. i didn't believe that in my heart of hearts but sleep deprivation over weeks at a time impairs your judgement.

after i moved away from Mt.Shasta i journeyed for myself and saw that Jane had put an implant using my Soul Piece to block any further healings. it looked like nuts and bolts and a plate. i was able to break it and then called Seth. he was immediately able to go back and get the pieces that he wasn't able to insert.

the interesting thing about my situation with Jane is that she was the one who introduced me to Seth. thus changing my life for the better. it's so strange how karma plays itself out.

All beings accept Love and Kindness.

Relationship between Soul Pieces and Implants

2008-04-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

In my March 22nd blog i talked about the energy implant in my head. The main reason the Gov. Agents were able to put this in was/is because they have some of my soul pieces. The way i understand it through many sessions with Seth and journeying for myself is that the only way these implants are able to be inserted into one of my subtle bodies is because they have the Soul Pieces. I say "Journeying" meaning using the Shamanic Power Animals to traverse subtle realms.
The Soul Piece is the result of a Soul Fracture that happens when some sort of trauma is experienced. The Soul Piece is left experience the trauma in time.
I think Gov's trade people's Soul Pieces with different nefarious Beings.
I've had so many varies implants(psychic) in my energy field. I've had implants in my heart and brain that the Agents were able to hurt me from long distances. I've had a very unusual cough that lasted almost 2 weeks because they had another implant through my right thumb meridian. I've had pins and screws in my chakras In the past 6 weeks the agents and I are going back and forth with them implanting my second chakras and my tailbone and me or Seth clearing it. They will try this when I'm driving, in the checkout line, playing basketball, in the shower, etc. The only thing is this will go on as long as they have the Soul Piece in their

Ground It

2008-04-15T21:59:00.000-07:00

It’s been 3 weeks since my last blog and a lot has happened. I’ve been put under psychoanalysis via electronic tuning after being kept up for 3 days with less than 3 hours of sleep per night. The reason I suppose they did this was to gain more information or try and find some type of weakness that they could use against me. If you view my docs; http://www.scribd.com/people/view/397529 The Illuminat Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Totoal Mind Control Slave” by Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler.
After being woken up and feeling like I was injected energetically with 100 cups of caffeine they shot a electronic high pitched sound at me. The sound tunes your brain to a certain frequency that will jog your memories after they ask several questions. Some of the memories were forgotten until they did this. Later, I found out how to deal with those high pitched electronic pulses. The same technique applies to most telepathic torture. After speaking to my friend and one of thee best healers out there Seth. He advised me to “ground it”. He said it with such certainty I suspect he’s already been through this also.

If this wasn’t bad enough they were trying to reprogram me. I just started reading this book by Jose Silva about being in an Alpha brain state to hypnotize yourself. This state of mind is best for hypnosis. Little did I know this book is used to program/hypnotize many mind control victims. I haven’t touched the book since that day.

Even through all this, a very special Angel showed himself to me and blessed me with some gifts. I can’t say how humbled I’am to be contacted by such a divine being.

Implants. No not that kind, I wish.....

2008-03-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

I know what your thinking. What the hell is that? This my dear readers is an implant. A psychic implant made of energy/thought form put on by the dark forces in conjunction with the reptilians that have my soul piece. Lets start with the colors and what i believe to be their functions or what function the implant is trying to stop. Green-prevents the full kundalini from connecting my chakras to the divine universal energy. why is that important. i had a full kundalini experience when i was 24. the holy ghost, whatever you want to call comes into your body through the "mouth of god" or "serpents mouth". it has divinely fueled the greatest poets, philosophers and thinkers this planet has known. it instantaneously changed my life. the first thought i had after feeling like a rocket blew straight up and out of my body was, "everything is energy, everything". Red Implant-this lovely gift was given to me after playing basketball at a local park by 3 agents. this implant slows down access to my frontal lobe,kind of. its like a cage made of this energy that is like latex, yucky stuff. this is very important because in the past 6 weeks they have been filling this area with psychic sludge to prevent activity. the frontal lobe is extremely important for psychic abilities, at least thats what the agents have taught me or they wouldnt putting nastiness in my forehead. Pink Implant- this beauty was also put in the same time as the red implant. its connected to my optic nerves and runs deep into the back portion of my brain. the crazy thing is that they tap into my thoughts so they can read my mind so i changed my thought process to visual images. the agents can tap into this by remote viewing what i see in real time, past memories and can put images in my mind. the images they put in there can be defeated with the Heavenly Catalyst. they can see in color. i tested this in mt. shasta and was successful. they could even see the pictures i was creating in my mind. yellow implant- the most recent addition to this mess. this keeps everything tight and can be tightened by the change of electrical devices from cell phones, microwaves, basically anything electrical. i moved down from mt. shasta about 3 weeks ago and started noticing that many of the street lamps would flicker on and off when i would either walk underneath them or when i drove by them. i started thinking about this about a week ago and then the agents completely left some street lamps off like the one behind my house. the one behind my house buzzes while turned off and my head hurts near it.

the strange thing about this helmet is it doesnt interfere with cognitive functions. the agents have the ability to that by psychically attacking certain areas of your brain. this can be defended and turned against them with the Heavenly Catalyst. its my american xpress card.

the helmet is also connected with anchoring implants that look like nuts and bolts that are attached to my chakras. please remember everything is a thought form some beings just have evil thoughts and evil intentions.

if you have it in your hearts please pray for me and others. send that prayer out into the universe to "cancel all contracts" with the reptilians in mind.

Basically, this implant, from my understanding is a contracted soul piece that somehow ended up in the hands of the reptilians.

a scottish philosopher by the name of david hume said that, "experience is the great human guide".

Loving Kindness to All Beings.

Has it been 8 years, knowingly?

2008-03-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

I guess the agents were really pissed about my last blog so they have been trying to cast more and more evil spirits on me over the past 2 days than they have in a long time. i stood my ground and used what i learned and incorporated my "spirit team". the power of prayer goes a long way. if anyone has problems with evil spirits whether being cast by agents, black magicians, cults, or have paranormal activity my advise is to demand your space back. have no fear. this is what they want. i mean you have to really get into if need be. dont be shy. it is your space!
(Pic.) Sekhmet. (When i first got up to mt. shasta this "slayer of darkness" told me i wasnt ready, yet....)
i dont know how to conjure up evil spirits but what i do know how to do is call upon my "spirit team". so lets think about this. it has to work the same way. some evil goon has to set the intention to attract the dark forces. please realize you have the same power to send them right the fu@k back to wherever they came from. find an angel, find a spirit friend that you feel attracted to or need for a specific reason and pray. have diligence, patience and faith. you cant go to the gym and bench press 200lbs without working out. it takes time but once you set the path then the universe will respond.

2 nights ago the agents next door tried to really put a number on my heart center. by the way, after i got my power animals for journeying the 1 agent moved out and these 4 goons moved in.-

(the agents just tapped into my secured wireless and is trying to work my heart. i hit'em with the H.C.-it took less than 10 sec. to counter act their evil actions. theirs 4 next door and 1 agent 2 doors down. theyre all reading my thoughts and 1 or 2 are remote viewing me because i switched my thought process.)

-okay this was back in january so the gov. probably already had a plan to aggressively push me out of mt. shasta with the calculations that i would stay at my parents home for the time being. the neighborhood houses are $600k plus. you get the picture. this isnt a new thing. i woke up a little after 3am. has anyone heard of "dead time" when spirits have their most activity? i wonder if that has any connection.
i guess i should name these agents. lets see. ren and stimpy and piggy and sloppy.
so this morning stimpy messed around with my 2nd and 3rd chakras to cause shallow breathing. this made me have less access to my centers. that was corrected. the thing is that i try to do the best i can with what i have.

i ve had my ass kicked up and down, my body filled with entities, drugs put in my food and in my medications for the last 8 years. so when you read this please dont think that i havent suffered.

the reasons they do this extremely aggressive tactic is to basically fuck me up. once they get into my field, my energy space. they can block certain parts of the brain, cause mental/emotional disorders, impotence and theyre favorite is to be able to telepathically psychologically torture me with threats of all kinds. you name it. nasty, nasty,...transmute! nicely, loving kindness to all beings.

"Everyman Got A Right to Decide His Own Destiny"

2008-03-11T12:36:00.000-07:00

Why do Gov. (Agents)Agencies and hired out groups cast entities, demons and other multi-dimensional garbage on some of us?
We are an infinite divine sources of light/energy. the best way to cover this brilliance is to but a dark shade on it, other wise an entity or demon. these evil spirits do numerous things when in your field.
1. lowers your vibration
2. may cause numerous emotional issues ie; anger,depression,jealousy,lust, etc.
3. lack of energy
In my case during 2001-2007 i had to learn how to cast these evil entities out. some people may be strong enough to never have to deal with this crap but i was not. i have a certain psychic gift and curse that would let these evil entities in my field.
when your open to the good your open to the bad.
i had'nt developed any spiritual warfare techniques.

In 2001 i was taking a night class at Santa Monica College. i met a British guy named Charles who was, what i thought, a devout Christian. the first time he introduced himself to me, i knew he was gay. he never came out and told me he but i've got gay-dar thats out of this world. he asked me if i wanted to join him for church worship in Malibu. i had nothing to lose and felt that this meeting was divine intervention.
After an hour of dancing and praising Jesus i felt nice. i didn't feel at home because i have my own beliefs but what i felt was these Christian people were searching for spiritual tools whether it be found in a verse or song or friend.
the difference was that i believed in a divine being that is my beautiful soul which is me.
i believe in Jesus, trust me. i believe that we are each others saviors, gods, divine beings though not yet realized. so some of us search outside of ourselves for divinity, when it is all within.
i walked towards the front of the auditorium praying to myself that these evil spirits would leave. my prayer was pathetic. it went something along the lines of, "you evil spirits please leave my body".
when i got to the front of the line just before the stage a lady smiled at me and put her hand on my head and said,
"In the name of The Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, and The Holy Ghost, I rebuke the evil spirits!"
i felt an electrical charge through me. this charge did not cast the spirit out but gave me the strength and will power to take my own stand. I continued to go to church with Charles for couple of months so i could pick up more tools for this war we are all in. In 1 week developed my own prayer that would cast out the entities. the agents and other goon groups realized this so they stepped up they're evilness.
For the next 6 years my prayers and techniques developed because it would be a constant battle of them putting the evil spirits on me and me casting them out. i've lived in Paris and Shanghai. it doesn't matter which gov. agency cast these evil spirits, its all the same thing.
if you are having trouble with evil spirits get your prayer on. find a prayer that empowers you and Demand that the spirits leave your space. you may have to do some research on which spirit helpers may be suitable for you. you may have to find someone to teach you or bless you with certain rights. though we may seem to be alone, we all have our spirit helpers and its up to you to find them.
their was still some flaw in me that would let these spirits in my field until i got to mt. shasta, california in the last week of July 2007. one of the most sacred mountains in the world. one of the most evil, black magician, gov. mind control nasty infested towns i have been in and like Lisa Stansfield said back in the 80's,
"Been around the world and I-yay, yay.."

The Ocean The Serpents and we cant forget the chemtrails.

2008-03-03T23:27:00.000-08:00

O light shinning from the sea

My old friend Jason picked me up to go to the beach. We usually go to Newport because its close and the waves are pretty nice. This was our old stopping grounds when we were growing up. Jason and I reminist most of the time driving there. We talked about how our hands pruned and friends had to drags us out of the water while the orangypurple sunset said it all. We used to stay in the water all day long. Now a 2 hours session is big time for us.

O time go away.

the agents have been trying to work me this entire time.

I still laughed and joked around with him and not let that other stuff concern me too much. its so strange how people have no idea about whats going on. i use the catalyst to the best of my abilities and it seems to be fine. i message came through to me and warned me to give thanks and praise to the ocean and all her wonderful gifts. after a couple of minutes i was over joyed with loving kindness. you gotta give to receive and then give a little more. that extra gift is deep in your heart just waiting for you to unlock its treasures. not only will you come to a realization but also a special perception of how powerful love is.

i walked slowly, into her. feeling what she felt and understanding that times have to change.

A swift jump and im on my board paddling out. of course i forgot to zip up my suit so the 58 degree H2O gave me a jolt. im so happy to be back in the water again.

the golden sparks from sun.

im on it!! i catch my first wave in over 2 years. i give myself a rating of like 10!! not for the manuevers or cutbacks or anything but simply for the joy of gliding on top of her. back in the day i would have to say a 5. its just that the salt water, the sun, the golden light, feels incredible. then as i grabbed my board my wrist began to throb, heavily. what the...my first wave? its a sharp pain. i cant grab my board. i think its a sprained wrist. i let my board drag and pull on my ankle in the little waves near shore. im almost saddened but more along the lines of disbelief.
okay then. lets see what loving kindness in the form of a catalyst can do. their has to come a point in our lives that we realize that were so majestic. so so majestic.
my back is facing the shore and the agents are going electronic on me. 1 agent runs up to the shoreline and is standing about 50 ft away. not gonna work.
i put all my attention and intention on my wrist. i create a dense catalyst in my hand and drive it through the pain. hhmm no relief. by this time i actually thought about sitting on the beach. then i looked up toward the horizon and the sparkles of golden light got my attention. i created another object and whacked it through the area. the pain wasnt as intense now. i worked my wrist about 3 more times. only about 3 minutes have passed. 3 minutes, 30 minutes. i think the pain of not trying to heal myself or more so, giving up on myself will hurt more than my wrist ever will.
the funny thing is that if you were sitting on the beach looking at this guy in the water holding something invisible in his hand then going through the motions of looking like hes hammering his wrist with some invisible object would be to say the least, strange. their really is no such thing as invisible. it all depends on what dimension or level of consciousness you have arrived to.
About five minutes have past and still the sharp pain remains when i move my hand laterally.

i get the serpents out.

2 hits of them and my hand is back to normal

have you heard of that song by The Verve, "Lucky Man"? the chorus goes,"i hope you understand. i'm a lucky man."

the heavenly catalyst is you.

Creativity is the Key!

2008-03-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

Before we get into it. I would first like to say that Loving Kindness is the highest frequency their is. It's basically God's energy or "Source" everything else is below it. Any being in any space time reality can not deny Love and Kindness if applied properly with focus and intent. After you have completed the meditation shown under "Heavenly Catalyst" create an icon. It can be whatever you like. It may be as small as a needle to something as big as a house.
The catalyst is totally smart, meaning once it enters the target it will heal what is needed at that momment in time.
When you create the icon make it as dense as possible. See it. Feel it. Again make it dense. Once you feel it is ready, let the target have it. It may be as common as a sore throat(swollen tonsils), or that coworker/vampire that is sucking your life force out of you. Whatever the target, focus and intent.
My first application of the Catalyst was one beautiful summer morning in Mt.Shasta. As I got out of bed and did the morning routines I started to loose alot of energy fast. I knew I was being attacked, but from where? I was the only one in the house. My experience has taught me that these agents have to be in close proximity and as rapid as I was losing my life force, I knew they were close. I looked outside and no one was parked in there cars. I walked outside to try and get a sense of this and the strange thing was the closer I got to my next door neighbors house the more my throat chakra kept throbbing. I know this feeling all to well.
I went back in the house and applied the catalyst to the person next door. I mean, almost instantly my energy spiked. I knew I found the target. I did not have to make visual contact with the target. It was the focus and intention. It's not uncommon in my life to have my neighbor slash agent be right there when I move. Trust me.
-Stay tuned it only gets better.

The Heavenly Catalyst

2008-03-02T16:53:00.000-08:00

We will now show you the Shamanic Method to construct a group of thoughts into a psychic form which will serve as a Catalyst of change to all it touches. The components and the creation of the Heavenly Catalyst are outlined here. You can use this tool at all times to test the truth of a source, soul piece, guide, location, or event. The Catalyst is formed of and with the following intentions:
To create the “Heavenly Catalyst” simply hold your left hand palm up on your lap and suspend your right hand 6 inches over the left hand. Visualize a 4 inch Sphere of Light suspended an inch over your left hand, between both palms.

Close your eyes and take a deep breath, and as you exhale gently, repeat in your mind or out loud; “ I am Love and Kindness and I accept only Love and Kindness”.

As you exhale feel your breath and intention moving down your right arm and into the sphere of Light in your Left hand.

Next repeat again “With this breath I create this sphere of light with Love and Kindness for all Beings.”

Their is a reason for this particular alignment. Repeat through the entire list one after the other; With this breath I create this Sphere of Light with__________

1) Total Personal Responsibility
For all words, deeds & thoughts ever created in any lifetime

2) Loving-Kindness for all Beings

3) Forgiveness and Release of all Beings
Unconditional Forgiveness of all Beings, Relatives and Relationships in all lifetimes

4) Seed of Devotion and Enlightenment
Reconnection to the Authentic Self and the Source of all Love/Consciousness

5) Soul Recovery from all Lifetimes
Return of all Soul Pieces from all Space/Time/ Realities

6) Cancel all realities not of my highest good

7) Spell and Contract Cancel from all Lifetimes
All Contracts, Vows, Spells and Agreements you may have
entered into that is NOT for your Highest Good.

8) Freedom From Mind Control
Awareness of what are my thoughts and what are not

9) Personal Freewill to move toward the Highest Truth

10) Everything in the Best Way Possible

11) Transition to the Highest Truth in the best way possible

When you have finished with the list, compress (push your hands close together “see” the sphere being made more dense by your hand pressure. Feel the sphere as if it were a solid piece of steel. Hold the sphere of Light on both palms, bring up to face and breathe it into the core of your authentic self. See it within yourself. You are this light.

Now you are ready to practice using the “Catalyst/ Sphere”, which may be thrown or radiated towards any Being (in person or spirit) whether or not they can accept Love at the moment. Delivering the Light to the core of any Being gradually changes the Being by virtue of the intentions you have set for the highest good of all Beings.

Take a deep breath and visualize standing in the palm of your left hand is a relative or friend that needs help right now. Hold your right hand over the person and drop the Sphere from your right hand. See the sphere touching them and being absorbed by the targeted authentic self. Repeat this action with the Heavenly Catalyst to other relatives and relationships as often as possible. Love can be given to all. And this sphere contains the elements required to rekindle the spark the Authentic Self. If the Original Free Will with Total Personal responsibility could be restored we could truly create in Love and Kindness for the highest good of all beings.

*The Heavenly Catalyst*

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